6.12.2009!
HandWritten on; 9:24 AM
:(
Reading the following lyrics, you will know what happen and how i feel....
不用相信 我对你表白的感受只要知道 我们是永远的朋友我没想到 你怕了我过火的温柔别让一场相识美丽都变成丑陋所有改变 只为了进入你的世界 这情节 重复了一百遍 才发现 是你的心太远曾经以为等待会改变什么你总会属于我但是最后时间证明了你只喜欢我你说我比较像你的好朋友只是不小心拥抱着你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容谁在乎我的心 还会不会寂寞你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （我不怕会伤心）
对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一
还微笑祝福你
爱情总让人折磨
所以我们才选择 做比情人更好的朋友...
Well, let fate decides then... Anyway, think thru already, im very lucky now already. Two years ago, i only have the chance to stare at him far far, but now I'm some1 close to him, atleast we can sms, talk to each other everyday, and im even the 1st person to call him every morning.
Shouldnt be more greedy already ya?I'll and I should let fate decides then...
Good luck, edelynn!
6.11.2009!
HandWritten on; 3:02 AM
A few days ago, I got very emo... After hearing Michelle's risk of suffering from High Blood Pressure, and Denise's friend just died so suddenly due to some heart problem, i felt tat life is really short. I was suffering from headache due to the hang-over the night before. And im thinking....... what if i fall asleep and never wake up? what will happen? who will be sad, regret, and cries for my leaving?
Recently also too many articles about those people suddenly fall down and died on the way to hospital, or those people died at home but no1 aware of it... Really sad.
I think.... I should make use of my blog, to declare and shows my appreciation to those friends out there, be it if they're reading anot... If really I just die like this, please, some1 please print out this page and let those whose names are mentioned below, knows their importance to me in my life.
My dearest: I dunno why I just love him so much. I guess he can never be replaced. When I'm with him, I will smile and laugh, I just feel very happy. When I received his calls or sms, my heart just pumps even faster. I apprecaite his presence in my life. I love the way he tot of me when he's free, and those attention and care. The 2carat story, please dun forget.Jane: Our friendship grows since in Red Cross. Met many happy and excited stuffs, as well as some unhappy ones. Missed those super "on" time while chasing Chinniah for our Red Cross camps (tho till time still never hold), and wanting to take part in Red Cross Talentime. You saw me meeting my very 1st serious relationship, and walked thru me those "failed" exapmples. Really love you! Baobeii always.Michelle Poh: Dunno why i immediately tot of your name after Jane. Maybe is the everyday-seeing-you ba? But really, you are like my big sister, and our tempo is the same... Hahaha.... Love those craziness we go thru together.Angeline, Christine: Those days with you girls, i never failed to laugh! You girls are super! Friendly, outgoing... and pretty as well.......Des: Woha, you are the number 1 gentleman I've met! I'm sure Jane is going to agree this too.... Rmb those times we slack at Jane's and your place? Watching "Monster besides me"? That is very classic memory... haha.... And those times......... You are really caring friend out there!Guang: Met you at Partybox. And our friendship sails all the way till today..... And we both had changed so much huh... haha... You a Mr-good man too, same as des, but des is more "gentleman", u abit careless at times and accidentally say something wrong also dunno. Haha, but overall, not bad... Hope you meet your Miss-good gal soon! Dun drink too much everyday la!Chole: Pretty!!! Meet up for steam-boat more! She always visit vivo for me, and always buy some nice food for me. She's a sweet lady in my heart...Vanessa: We still contact, but our topics shared and meet-up is lesser already, maybe we're both busy... But you are some1 I know since primary school all the way till today! Cheers.Wil: Maybe in SK, you are 1 of my bestie, but really, sometimes the way you talk, I really cant accept. But you also a very nice friend... And the classic moments with you, is those clubbing time! :)Sherry: My ITE friend. A very good and nice gal. When I'm her classmate, she is a very nice classmate. Now im her collegues, she still so nicE! You shared my happiness and unhappiness together with me... no matter in relationhsip, family and sales... thank you!Edwin: You always love to talk loud, but this is your true self. This is you... And you not bad la, at least still can console me after I drunk and unhappy... Hahaha...Shaun: Sometimes I really dun understand your true-self. But most importantly is must be happy. You are some1 I can share almost everything with... And i noe sometimes although you say me very rubbish, but you never forget me! Thanks!Sweetheart: you are last on the list, but definitly not last in my heart! Long no contact, never even see you... How are you? Are you reading my blog? :( Missed you damn much! Hope to hear from you soon. Another sister of mine.... in Partybox, and now we still in each other mind :)The rest in my primary school: Xinyee, Chong Ling, Peiling, Xiao Hui, Xiao Ling, Sarah..... those gals out there. I still remember we hanging out at community centre, play grounds, friend's house... those were very funny and memorable memories.The rest in Seconday school: Jereen, eliza, lee leng. Honestly speaking, i dun have much "closed friends" in sgs, maybe the closest are you 3 and jane... i dunno why, but that was the turning point of my life... Polyfriends: Cheryl, summer, edison, weiting, don, novita... never contact since i left poly, only certain times thru msn or friendster... hope all of u are doing well. remember those times while i was in class, those laughters and accompany you people gave. Cool. ITE friends: lee ling, winter, yvonne.... can hardly rememeber those names, but i remember we click very fast. I joined the class after some days, and fortunately i'm quite welcome by the class, haha... Yeah....
Very emo. But now better.
Sometimes we human feels sad over some small little things. And it spoil the whole day of happiness. And sometimes a small little thing can cheer up your whole day!
Time never stop for any of us. A happy person will be happy for 24hours. A sad person???
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6.08.2009!
HandWritten on; 3:19 AM
Today is my off day! Off for two days in a row, kind of relaxed...
Finally met up with my dearest last night. Intend to head for movie, but there's no midnight show available since its a Sunday...
Got abit jealous when he checked his friendster and facebook...
:(
Well, my ex started to call me again (expected, since its beginning of the month). He said many things, those unhappy things he faced in his work, financial, etc etc... But I hate him since he betrayed me. He still denying...
I should say i totally feel nothing already. But, if, if he is more persistent, and willing to explain more, and call me more often, maybe i'll... But he never, means he never care too much about relationship too...
:(
This song really made me cry or made me emo everytime i hear it... those lyrics...
我懂後来你 不是不坚持, 爱情本来就 没万无一失.
我想女孩子 最贴心的是, 让爱的人选 结束的方式.
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使, ........让我们像当时拥抱最後一次.
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
才慢慢认识 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事
Ok la, besides his thinga, I also have some happy things to share.
Month of May, Vivocity hit the shop target of exceeding 100%! Cheers...
Ater typing the above, I'm feeling emo again. Supposed to watch movie with him, but cant find those showtimes after 1030pm... And he say "next time ba"... Hmmm, dun he noe I just wannaa see him im hapy already? I super missed him, although is yesterday just saw him... But..... :(
Im confused, he's stupid.
