Finally blog here. Well, i'm okay already... regarding my ex thing... Now i'm moving ahead with some1 else :)


Many things changed, including me... But now, my eyes only have this special one...

Sometimes looking back at what i did, i think i'm really far too crazy into him. But fortunately, he isnt like my ex, who make use of my naive... He'll put a stop and start to lecutre me. This is what I like about him...

Its a 2yrs of crush, and now I finally have the chance to have the bonding with him... being an extreme close friend with him, and we nearly walked together... but again, due to some reasons, and some problems he's facing, he said he dun wanna drag me down, and we agreed to let nature take its course. And i'm waiting... What we did is somehow more than normal friends... the way we stick to each other, those sms and phone calls... My whole phone only have his incoming, outgoing and missed calls. I appreciate wad i wanted 2yrs ago had finally come true for me... We're best friends, and he no more keep asking me be his sister... But, I'm greedy...

I stood by his side, no matter what... Despite the fight at lunar (its not his fault), I talked to him till 5am in the morning. I even helped him to wash his shirt with blood stains... He knew I always so nice to him... and he never reject me. Yesterday night, I was super emo that I provoked him... Those words isn't suppose to come out from my mouth... I forced him to say he never loved me... Crazy me...

But he never say... He scolded me for my foolishness... and ask me to cool down and explained why he dun wan... I was totally lost last night... And divert all voice calls...

I like the way he keep calling. Because I strongly believe, if i'm an no-one, he will just ignore my maddness and will go sleep happily. I like the way he explained, tho I still dunno if that was truth or just some stupid ways to reject yet maintain a relationship with a gal... But i dun think he is not such person. Im just confused.

I like the way he is jealous, I like the way he smsed me asked if i had eaten, I like him calling to my shop and talk to me... I like the way he hold me while we were at Lunar, I just super like the way he treat me...

Kind of emo now... But, we're good now la... So, I will ask myself not to think so much! :)

我无法戒掉爱情 整个世界都是你