12.15.2006!
HandWritten on; 11:55 PM
Bad mood, lousy, i hate myself, hate my life... hate my character! Dun wish to talk much, but jus wanna upload some picz... atleast they'll make me feel better...
I miss the time where i can do wadever i wan, and think that i can live happily alone, no need to live for anyone... i hate to rmb all stupid promises when they dun seems to be true. Im always so happy, so enthu when it somes to weekends where i can meet my fellow friends, but now, im half dead alr... Where's the edelynn that u appreciated so much?!
All the memories still in our heart? Or has it faded long long ago?
Our son, Taven Fok... Huo Shi Jie... =p
He's the one and only teddy bear lehzz... "gave birth" of him at the Teddybear factory at Vivo where u can customize it urself... my beloved son, lol...
Posting with my son, Taven...
Whooo, guess wads this? A silly pervert once guessed that its a piggy drew on a naked body. But eventually, it is my right hand! Dear wrote the piggy on when im in hospital, using my precious eyeliner!
Hmmm, i hate my partner been missing, especially after a quarrel, fcuk, i dunno wad he wans. Called and sms him for whole nite, cant reach him... shit la...
12.11.2006!
HandWritten on; 5:29 PM
Sitting in Harbour Front Mac... having my breakfast, and just sent dear off... hmmm, he'll be off to Batam for 3 days for some stupid work stuff.
Good or bad, i dunno... Some days for me to get back some freedom, and be independent and "alone" again... =X
Well, in the process of recovery from my discharge. Doctor say my pain shouldnt persist for more than 3 days... but its alrdy 1 WEEK! And my pain dint seem to decrease, but worsened. OMG.
Time to seek jobs again. A day-time job pls, preferably start work around 10, 11am, so i can sleep more! lol... Clinic asst, admin, recep, customer svc, etc etc... anythi except sales!
~Gonna to be alone for some times, the past edelynn...
12.05.2006!
HandWritten on; 4:11 PM
My last post is one month ago, my blog is dying.. Yes, im dying too.. I reali need more sleep and rest, and more good food.
Jus spent 2 days in hospital, and i felt real bad abt it. I miss home so much!
Staying outside is never a good experience, esp if u're staying in a hospital with other patients of diff race in e same ward as u.. And you hear them cry due to e pain tat drugs and medication had caused.. And e food reali sux!
No good,even e way e nurse showed "care" isn't good. Felt lik im a monster
