I finally know the truth last night. I tot its always friendship... but i realised its not. If you are reading this, i hope you will give me a chance to explain. Im sorry to have neglect your feelings when im with my own friends or with my bf. I always rmb a nice buddy like you. I dont want to lose you this friend... Really...

I couldnt sleep the whole of last night. I knew i was too much... to all my fellow friends... I tot all of us are busy, u all never initiate any meet-ups... But anyway, im very sorry...

No matter i see more and more ppl change.

Im Sorry.

I see past memories that we shared... and now you wont e listening to my prolems anymore. I know you are mad. Im sorry. PLS drop me a sms if you had read this and pls give our friendship one last chance k? Im really trouled.

And YOU too, we had being quite separated over the past 1 year... Aft i attached and work in SK, and after you are busy with sch work and carrer and your own group of friends. I hope this friendship wont be shifted...

I tot... I tot... my whole head is full of the word i tot... But its not as wad other ppl are thinking...

ARGH. Pls save me.

Pls forgive me.

Pls give me one chance to explain and mend this.

I tot i wont be bother by wad you do, wad u think, but im wrong. I really felt so sorry.

Finally finish Mothers Day Sales... finally can relax abit. yea, and i'll be on leave on1st-3rd June... Haha, got to plan my days...

Hit my target, now aiming for the next level... hehe

Was at Rav, Dong Ba and 97 last night... and i got the chance to watch the repeat telecast of Man-U vs Chelsea... i still can feel the joy and the thrill of those who watch the live telecast. The penalty kickout... Van der ser the best, ronaldo the handsome... lolz...

Had a bad quarrel with a bitch at Ikea. Fuck... she shouted at me accusing im cutting the Q... Well, i dint do it by intention, i was totally BLUR cuz i had never been to Ikea's Food Restaurant before... and she is picking up her utensils so i walked forward to see wad they have... because im buying some food for my collegues. And Fuck, fuck, fuck!!! She ran to me and shouted at me...

Of course, im edelynn... I nv allow ppl to shout at me for no reasons... and uses slang ang mo at me.. saying im stupid and no manner... Im talking to a total bitch. Yes, bitch, and the F word, they are my lanuguage.

Quarrel is quarrel... wad for i out myself in nice sentences and shimlogy wordings?

A bad quarrel that lasts for 30mins, with eyes staring at us. And i wont give up, im not in the wrong. FFFFFUCK.

This is me. My lousy and fuck up character.

Haha... sounds like im killing ppl right. Yea la... I was happily wanting to buy something for my collegue cuz i drop by... But the stupid woman spoil my day. Cant she say nicely? Qi Shan Pa Er. Think im good to bully? NEVER.

And any1 bring me to Sentosa beach? Ubin? And Escape theme park? Im boreeed...

Its was going pretty smooth and happy for me... But, when the clock strikes 12, my unlucky star strike strike me twice in lesser than 30mins. SCARY.

1St: I miss my train to alight... i suppose to alight at Tampines, but over slept and sat all the way to Pasir Ris. It was the last train...

I tell myself maybe i'd try my luck to hop on to a last bus... But, my ez-link card value is negative 70cents.

I search my wallet and coin pouch, I had less than a dollar left. Shiiittt.

So, i board on to a cab (i see the most friendly den i dare to board...), i ask him to drop me at the car-park, while I leave my bag in the cab and return home for money... he agreed...

2nd WORST THING: I drop the gate key into the back seat! I lost it!!! (the gap, the very tiny gap)... As the driver and I couldnt reach, i cant bear crying and begging the driver to help. And called dear... I couldnt talk to him, cuzz i was crying and crying non-stop (so embarras!). Then dear spoke to the driver... he tot him the way to lift up the back-seat, and i search and finally found the key... If not, Im homeless for the night...

I gave the driver 10dollars, and treat him a bottle of drink.

Thanks the driver so much, i really appreciate his help. If is other driver, they'll jus fuck care.

Yes, I have finally removed my hair extention...

tata...

Its cooler, and not so messy... After i comb my hair, i can leave my house already... And when reach my shop, I just need to apply a thin coat of GEL and i could be free-and-easy the whole day :)


Little gift from my customer for her wedding gift... So sweet, can see that she is very happy and blessed... Its a little tea cup with chocolates... One for me, one for Jolin...

Counting down to 6 days before Jolin leave... Finally I had become closer with her...but she's going...

She wants me to look after 'trouble'... cuz i guided Shawn quite well, and he is learning and doing well... But, its not that im good, is that Shawn is willing to accept mistakes!

I really dunno how to work with 'trouble'...

-He love to "THROW" jewelleries in 1 corner, and make the showcase messy
- He said, nvm, can tidy up, but the fact is it made the shop very Low-Class & its always some1 else doing the job for him, cuz he is too SLOW
- He love to tallk back, and never accept mistake.
-The way he talk to customer... rude, unprofessional.
-He isnt a helpful collegue.
- He really dunno how to take care jewellery... The way he handle, touch, take the item, if im a cusotmer, i wont buy from him.
-The way he represent himself is not good.
-He likes to treat himself like same level like senior. Anything the office call, he will not ask us, he only inform us.
-He is a roti-prata man

And i noe if im going to talk to him, I'll quarrel and bang the table at him. I know im not like last time, in Red Cross... But im just tired to look after some1 who do not deserve =X

Any1 have guides on how to handle this kind of ppl...?

This is from chole when she visit us...

So sweet...

2 big news: Im not going exhibition already. Mixed feeling. And, my in-charge will change... change to some1 who is very strict, very... and very.... Oh no...

Quite worry. Very sad. And im worry for my tu di... Oh my... I cant bear my in-charge la... we finally become so close after so many misunderstandings...

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