4.28.2009!
HandWritten on; 6:35 AM
她只是无意闯入的第三者
我们之间的困难
在她出现之前就有了
I okay... At least my love for him is had already dead... I dun blame anyone, just blame my foolishness!
Im lucky, if I realised this long ago, I could have commit suicide.
After reading my post yesterday, maybe u guys will think its my retribution ba. Who ask myself flirt first... Yea? But atleast I'm all clear with this guy, only treat each other good, and full stop. I dun care how people think, cuz i always believe, my friends will definitly stand same line as me...
I hate this friend who start off blaming me.He say: you can't blame him for stepping two boat, cuz you also........ (he carrys on in a very harsh tone while i interupt)I say: Ya, i know...He say: money part, why u so stupid and silly? I tot I told you before.............I say: (honestly i couldn't remember clearly wad I said, cuz was too angry of the way he reacted)He say: Always forever only can you say, you never wan to listen.I hanged his call.
He sms me "Go and die".And his sms killed a friendship.
I need a listening ear, if you aren't willingly to listen, hint me. I dun need any lecture or
scolding... and worst, I hate a friend to text me that 3 words... Worst guy I ever know... Super annoyed.
Hello, blame me for? I lost money (not small amount, but i dun wan disclose, cuz it only makes me prove myself even more stupid), I lost trust, I got betrayed, I got cheated...
In my dictionary, there's 3 sentence you can never send to a friend when you are angry... It kills friendship and it hurt people deeply:
1) Go and die. (if this word come true, how will you feel?)
2) F*ck you. (friend-friend joke joke still ok, but not during quarrel)
3) Regret knowing you this friend ( damn hurting)I admit my extra feelings for this guy, but we only very very good friends, no doubt he treats me nice, but come on, we are clear and innocent!
End of this topic.
我会发着呆然后微微笑...
