3.20.2009!
HandWritten on; 5:56 AM
I'm very happy... ever since after my birthday.
:) know why?
I tell myself I should be contented with wad i've, and should not always think too negatively. I must cherish this all, before they disappear again.
Now, he'll sms me almost everyday.He'll call and see where am I.He'll concern where am I and if had reach home.He'll ask me tag along if there's any outting.I know, its mainly because he is treating me as his lovely sister.I like him joking with me,I like him keep squeezing food to me,I like him asking if I had being angry,I like him explaining to me and tell me sorry, although I know he did nothing wrong.I like him alot,I guess I really fall in love with him.But I also know, its mainly because he treats me as his close sister.I like it after I morning call him, he'll still check if I did fall asleep back.I like it after I complain I've over-slept, he'll still ask if I'm late for work anot.I like it that he ends his sms with a friendly smile :) which makes me feels close...I like all that he did, be it the smallest things.And I knew clearly, he will not fall in love for me... because he only treats me as his small sister.I'm contented with this... I'm crazy abt him...I can do anything as long as he mention..But, in front of him, I'll pretend that everything is very normal, that I'll do for any friends...But, I dun like him when he says I'm a nice girl, want me to look for a good BF...
Sometimes I just wish to tell him, "to me, i dun need to find a good BF, cuz u are a perfect one!"
I dun like him introducing me to his friends that I his little sis...
I dun like him always mentioning that he's old enough to be my brother.
Anyway, hope this special friendship won't stop... :) i'm contented with you, as a friend, or brother... As long as we're not strangers!