3.26.2009!
HandWritten on; 8:48 AM
Wad I should blog? No idea.
Be back again to blog soon, very tired...
But my mood is still happy...
Haha, u guys noe.
:)
If this is going to be a dream only, I really dun wish to wake up.
3.20.2009!
HandWritten on; 5:56 AM
I'm very happy... ever since after my birthday.
:) know why?
I tell myself I should be contented with wad i've, and should not always think too negatively. I must cherish this all, before they disappear again.
Now, he'll sms me almost everyday.He'll call and see where am I.He'll concern where am I and if had reach home.He'll ask me tag along if there's any outting.I know, its mainly because he is treating me as his lovely sister.I like him joking with me,I like him keep squeezing food to me,I like him asking if I had being angry,I like him explaining to me and tell me sorry, although I know he did nothing wrong.I like him alot,I guess I really fall in love with him.But I also know, its mainly because he treats me as his close sister.I like it after I morning call him, he'll still check if I did fall asleep back.I like it after I complain I've over-slept, he'll still ask if I'm late for work anot.I like it that he ends his sms with a friendly smile :) which makes me feels close...I like all that he did, be it the smallest things.And I knew clearly, he will not fall in love for me... because he only treats me as his small sister.I'm contented with this... I'm crazy abt him...I can do anything as long as he mention..But, in front of him, I'll pretend that everything is very normal, that I'll do for any friends...But, I dun like him when he says I'm a nice girl, want me to look for a good BF...
Sometimes I just wish to tell him, "to me, i dun need to find a good BF, cuz u are a perfect one!"
I dun like him introducing me to his friends that I his little sis...
I dun like him always mentioning that he's old enough to be my brother.
Anyway, hope this special friendship won't stop... :) i'm contented with you, as a friend, or brother... As long as we're not strangers!
3.12.2009!
HandWritten on; 8:42 AM
Happy belated birthday to ME! :)This was the happiest birthday celebration I had, and the long waited for... I am really very happy! Thank you very much to those who turn up, thank you for those who remember the big day and drop me smses, I'm really very happy on the day...
Thanks for coming:
Chris (initially u said u not coming, make me sad the whole day haha),
Michelle Poh (might make u ver bored cuz i noe u dun like pubbing, but thanks!),
Angeline (tho u stay JB so far!),
Chole, Lynn,
Alex,
Ray (for driving them!), Daryl (nice nice to see u la!),
Wil, Don, Jolin,
William, Simon,
Jane (i noe u are very bored too, sorry!),
Wen Guang, Shaowen (surprise to see u, and really thanks!),
Desmond (u guys are very tired, i noe, really appreciate!),
Ah Di and
Lin Jing,
Vanessa,
Alan,
Jeffery (nv talk to u at all, haha, sorry), Ann, bla bla bla... sorry if i had left out any names...
Thanks for the shared present:
Jolin,
Michelle,
Angeline,
Sharon,
Alvin Wan,
Chris, Wil,
Don,
Simon,
Marcus,
Gary Heng,
Janice,
Mark,
Lynn,
Chole,
Alex,
Ray......
:)
I'm really very happy! Cuz i tot he wont be coming already, but he came! And its a nice night... reeally...
Headed offf to Strand Hotel with IMM collegues... Played Heart Attack, and was super tired that I fall asleep, so sorry...
next day, had some drinkin with Chris, for 2 days... Enjoyable ones, cuz im more talkative already, :) yup, not forgetting des, for the dinner treat and ice-cream! :d
Last... thanks those who is thoughtful, and plan the day for me, and went down for me. I really appreciate.
3.03.2009!
HandWritten on; 7:51 AM
Turning 21st in 6days time... which means, I'm growing more mature, no more kiddy, no more childish, have to be more responsible, and growing adult!
I have to think of 21 wishes for my birthday...
:)
3.02.2009!
HandWritten on; 7:29 AM
TO THE BASTARD WHO IS READING THIS:
I HATE YOU TO BITS!
I DUN THINK I DESERVE THIS TREATEMENT BY YOU, SERIOUS NO! GO AND FIND ANOTHER WOMAN WHO GIVES YOU MONEY EVERY MONTH, GO AND FIND ONE WHO CAN LET YOU BEAT AND SCOLD, VENT ANGER WHEN YOU ARE UNHAPPY! SIMPLY HATE YOU TO BITS!
I REALLY REGRET DOING SO MUCH THINGS TO YOU!
3 YEARS... AND THIS IS WHAT I GET.
YEAH, I'VE FALL FOR ANOTHER GUY, NOT CUZ I'M NOT FAITHFUL, BUT YOU HAD NOT DO YOUR PART WELL AS A BF! YOU SUCKS AS A BF!
GAMBLE, GAMBLE, ALWAYS NO MONEY... WANT TO TAKE OWN GF'S MONTHLY SALARY... HAVE TO STEAL UR OWN MOTHER'S MONEY. AND YET, I'VE ACCEPTED YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE!
WHEN A BETTER CHOICE COME, I NEVER GO... I STILL HOPE YOU WILL CHANGE. BUT, WHAT I GET IS A MIA, AND A BETRAY!
I KNOW YOU HAD BEING READING MY BLOG FOR ALL ALONG!
GOOD! I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW, AND THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW!
YOU ARE A BASTARD! A ASS-HOLE! YOU LIVE OTHER WOMEN SKIRT! COWARD!
GO AND FIND OTHER 1 WHO CAN ACCEPT YOU, CAN GIVE YOU MONEY WITHOUT 2ND WORD, CAN LET YOU VENT YOUR ANGER... IF YOU CAN FIND, GOOD!
THANKS FOR YOUR MIA, YOUR BETRAYAL, AND UR LEAVE... THANKS FOR THIS ADVANCE BDAY GIFT... ITS THE BEST PRESENT FROM YOU...
NOW, JUST F'CK OFF FROM MY LIFE.
