2.28.2009!
HandWritten on; 7:31 AM
*1st: I've make some edit for prev post, many ppl complain cannot read...It doesnt take a reason to love someone,but it does to like someone.
You dun love someone because you want to,you love someone because you are destined to.
It's because you fall in Love with them, that you then try to find a reason,
but you always come up with the answer, No reason...No one is perfect until U fall in love with them.U might know how terrible, how nasty they are, and yet, you still can happily accept it.Sometimes, people say you are stupid, foolish, no standard, useless... But, you are still so devoted to that person you love. This is call LOVE, not like anymore... Because it exceeds the extent to like someone."He always had mood-swing, this is what I told myself. Cuz I really can't think of reasons why he suddenly ignore me, talk to me in a nasty way, and sometimes treating me nicely. But at times, I'll still apologise to him, thinking that there might be some misunderstanding somewhere, that somewhere I spoke something wrong". A girl said.
Her close friends were shock at the way she gives in some much to this guy. She isn't stupid, isn't silly... She just love him so much that, she can accept him in different ways.
"I dun wan anything from him, I just want to be with him, maybe by his side, knowing how is he doing. He might know my existence, or not, its okay... I just want to ensure he is happy!" another girl said.
Yes! There's still such love exist. Love some1 u dun have to be with him or her... Its true that just being besides them, even being their buddy, god-sis, god-bro, u will be more than happy. Of course, it cant be compare with being their official BF or GF. But its okay.
How do you view the word LOVE?I strongly believe that LOVE someone, you'll accept who he is, and how he treat you. Even if he everyday show you black face, scold you for no reason, and had bad name among his friends, your love for him will not fade. You'll have faith with him, and hopefully he'll be touch by your persistence.But of course, you must know your limit!Hmm... things got alittle better, hope will goes back to normal like last time, tho might be alittle hard. I'm quite shock about my persistence too... But at least, I've won back something, altho still somehow feels different...
Yea, last day of Feb, new month, new hope. Hope everything gets better. Counting down to be 21st years old! :D
2.20.2009!
HandWritten on; 7:15 AM
Suppose to be a nice and fun day, but it turn out to be a bad day just because of my joke. Why do I bother so much? Why do I care so much? I hate all that I did for today.
Des says, I think too much.
Wil says, I give in too much.
My two best buddy said these to me... Yea, they're right, this is the biggest problem of mine. But, to whom I will also care alot de, not jus him... I feel sad instead of angry, :( Even now... Cuz some1 specially dig out time to meet you for movie as promised, altho he is busy shifting house. And even, having a bad cold too... But i jus joke... Well, no more next time.
I appreciate you giving me morning calls almost every morning after we met for drinks at night.
I appreciate you buying me coffee to keep myself awake.
I appreciate you wishing me Happy Valentines Day.
I appreciate you joking with me and make me laugh.
I appreciate you remember what I had said.
I appreciate you treating me good openly infront of the others.
I appreciate you coming all the way down just to smoke and go back.
I appreciate your gentleman ways.
I appreciate your nice sms that filled me with happiness.
I like you helping me to order food.
I like you telling me jokes and make me laugh.
I like you taking initiative to help me with things.
I like your teasing.
I like you walking with me from Chinatown to Boat Quay.
I like you asking me tag along wherever you all go.
I like you being different with other people.
I like your lameness.
i like all the things you did for me.
I like all that I appreciate.
I appreciate all I like.
As I post in my facebook, "Edelynn is actually a very lucky girl......" Yup, since in secondary school, I will always have the chance to spend quality time, to have some conversation or special memories, although we will not end up like boyfriend, girlfriend... From David to Shaowen in Sec. School, Teck Wee in NYP, Marc in ITE, and lastly Chris.. haha, not bad, i'm really lucky already..
My suprise Valentines Day present! Haha...
Look at the Kitty! Not me! The red face after finishing half bottle of Black label on my own...
Back to few weeks ago... Picx taken at Kbox...
Me three bestie: Sim Boon Kwang, Blue Chocolate and Taxi-door :)
Look at his face! "Wan-laugh-dun-laugh" liktat... Haha :p
My turn, laugh till so happy, haha :D
Why is Guang so happy??
I quite like this picx... Like mama and children, hee~~
Looks so serious, apa la.. crop away Guang's sleepy face!
Now, Dragonfly's photo,
And some random...
Michelle's kid, 1 cute, 1 obedient... :)
After I finish with the above, I receieved his sms... Hope things are ok already...
早习惯穿梭充满诱惑的黑夜, 但却无法忘记 你的脸
遇到对的人是种缘分,我不得不承认
女生还是该要有分寸,你要去瞄准你要的人
不再被动的等,送上嘴唇变成你的人.
我认识一个女孩她天真活泼可爱
在等待有个人,可以给她一身三千宠爱
不需要很有钱不需要很帅
她脾气古怪有时候包容有时候你必须忍耐
为什么她竟然爱上他?? 她到底在想什么
她是否忘了帅哥不能爱
是什么让她乱了方寸
不知道该做什么, 我想说这怎么可能
她舍得舍弃自己的尊严与爱好
Title: Say you Love me
Got to know this song from Jia Wei, felt tat it somehow fits nicely for me... Haha...
Good night, dear all...
2.19.2009!
HandWritten on; 11:53 PM
For the past 2 weeks, spent almost 80% of my time after work - drinking, pubbing, drinking... :(
Well, month of Feb isn't really good... Received complain letter complaining me... Sales not so fantastic also.
Just let me upload some pics first! :)
The new heels, makes my leg so super pain! But it really walks with me thru happiest moments :)
Gathering with Van and Ann at Dong Ba..
With Van and Wilson, boss of the place...
With Kevilia and Van...
More photos to be upload again...
2.15.2009!
HandWritten on; 8:04 AM
Sometimes thru friendster or facebook, you can find out quite many things about someone. But, that is really a no nice feeling after u saw or discover them.
I'm emo again.
Had quite many interesting things happened, mostly are happy things for me! But my current mood, I dun really feel like sharing :( Forgive me!
Today is 15th, last day of exhibition at Vivo, so stay up quite late in shop waiting for them to pack up. But still ok la... at least earlier than wad we expect.
I feel empty now...
Help me!!!
2.03.2009!
HandWritten on; 7:33 AM
Being real busy lately, and now finally able to have 10mins of free time. Ya, just 10mins... Got to update somethi first, but not upload photos cuz i only have 10mins.
Yesterday (2-2-09) is a bad day. Had received 3 bad news and worst,
I made my friend very very angry :( Jus cuz of my stupid assume and thinking-too-much. How huh? How den can I make him dun angry?? Stupid silly me... Haiz..
Hope tmr will be better...Michelle and I will be very happy! Ya, theres exhibition upstair... So... :)
Just finished movie - Love Matters, now going to do other stuffs...
