5.26.2008!
HandWritten on; 8:40 AM
I finally know the truth last night. I tot its always friendship... but i realised its not.
If you are reading this, i hope you will give me a chance to explain. Im sorry to have neglect your feelings when im with my own friends or with my bf. I always rmb a nice buddy like you. I dont want to lose you this friend... Really...
I couldnt sleep the whole of last night. I knew i was too much... to all my fellow friends... I tot all of us are busy, u all never initiate any meet-ups... But anyway, im very sorry...No matter i see more and more ppl
change.
Im Sorry.
I see past memories that we shared... and now you wont e listening to my prolems anymore. I know you are mad. Im sorry.
PLS drop me a sms if you had read this and pls give our friendship one last chance k? Im really trouled.
And YOU too, we had being quite separated over the past 1 year... Aft i attached and work in SK, and after you are busy with sch work and carrer and your own group of friends.
I hope this friendship wont be shifted...
I tot... I tot... my whole head is full of the word i tot... But its not as wad other ppl are thinking...ARGH. Pls save me.
Pls forgive me.
Pls give me one chance to explain and mend this.
I tot i wont be bother by wad you do, wad u think, but im wrong. I really felt so sorry.