3.06.2008!
HandWritten on; 12:10 AM
How should i start blogging? Hmm, well...
Yesterday went to Pasir Ris with Q, Michelle and Chris... Its a nice place... Had a quarrel with the taxi uncle, his nets machine have problem, i cant pay by the nets and i've no cash... He insists that is not his machine problem, but my card - no money. I got so fared up, instead of asking Chris to come up and pay first, i ask him to go to the main road and cash cash. Woo, fuck, he go to many places tat doesnt have a ATM machine for OCBC. And i really got pissed off with him... He then said "
now i drive u to this place, this place confirm have." I replied, "
oh, this 1 is confirm de la, the previous 3 places is for the meter to go up and make me pay more la?" He kept quiet. I continued, "
u slowly go rounds lor, this 1 confirm or not confirm have never mind, im NOT going to pay for these... I'll just pay for the ride to Pasir Ris." And i ended up reaching near 1am. Fuck it. Waste my time... He tot im those idiot who have no money take cab, even at ATM machine, he also followed me there la.
Okay, today... I slept so tight... finally have a nice sleep...
My problems is still within me. I always smile, joke, laugh to try to forget the problem... I cant turn to any1 and tell them, cuz they're sure to be telling me this advise. And thanks the only 1 knowing this is Debbie and Shaun... Cool. And my brother also slowly realise this problem im facing liao...
I hate this. I really want to stop this and resume our past happy memories.I need love, need care, need concern. I have given everythi to u... but i jus realise things got more worst, i dun wan u to be using me...
Celebrating my 20th years of unhappiness and sadness ad the mistake to leave me in this world. Celebrating my 20th years of stupidness and useless.Will be at Music Heritage at Boat Quay...
