3.22.2008!
HandWritten on; 8:39 AM
Yesterday was 21-3-2008, Good Friday. Is it a good one for u? I guess its a pretty nice 1 for me... I've closed 2 deals of 1k salws in one short, dealing with 2 different customer, hee...
And i finally have the chance to meet up with my dear friends.
Maybe somethings are different, no longer like before, but i really do miss u guys! I mean it. I know most of the time is due to me unavilable... but i'll try my best to make up for the gatherings for the time we have missed ok? And i hope our bonding wont be affected :)
Yes, n about rs problem, i try to put it one side. Because i really hate them affecting my mood, and my smiling face.
爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清
有时一个眼神就能看透真心
虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理
但你知道的我还是会等你
Today was so tired for work... hehe... But my "green" luck is beside me. And i really wish it will always be around! Okay, and i had nice chatting with my collegue, and KFC treats from Shirley.
I swear to learn Mahjong! And i promised that i will sort up, think thru, a real goal in my life... Im already 20... no more time to waste...
你要的爱太完美, 我永远都学不会Packed my room a few days before, and found MANY photos... nice shots with my ex, my sch mates, myself when im young, and with 3 of u... so many nice memories la... i do treausre u guys. So, this is for u:
谁能够划船不用桨谁能够扬帆没有风向谁能够离开好朋友没有感伤?我可以划船不用浆我可以扬帆没有风向但是朋友啊当你离我远去我却不能不感伤!Understand the chinese blocks? :)
3.11.2008!
HandWritten on; 8:55 AM
I have understand the meaning of "friends" and "soulmate" and "passer-by friends" on this 20th bday... And i'll start refresjing my list of "friends".
Thanks for those who bother to attend, thanks to those who bother to give me a bday greetings. Thanks to those who bother to make it a happy n siginificant day for me. And thanks for those who are concern for me... :)
And those who likes to give excuses, or jus join my party for the sake of joining only... and those who dun bother me at all... I wont bother at all too...
Cuz im 20th already... i wont feel emo jus cuz i dun have u...
Well, will update more on my bday...
PS: I dun need u to be reading, if u're not concern for me this friends. Well, i noe i dun have u i wont die... So, cheers, save ur time and stop reading...
3.06.2008!
HandWritten on; 12:10 AM
How should i start blogging? Hmm, well...
Yesterday went to Pasir Ris with Q, Michelle and Chris... Its a nice place... Had a quarrel with the taxi uncle, his nets machine have problem, i cant pay by the nets and i've no cash... He insists that is not his machine problem, but my card - no money. I got so fared up, instead of asking Chris to come up and pay first, i ask him to go to the main road and cash cash. Woo, fuck, he go to many places tat doesnt have a ATM machine for OCBC. And i really got pissed off with him... He then said "
now i drive u to this place, this place confirm have." I replied, "
oh, this 1 is confirm de la, the previous 3 places is for the meter to go up and make me pay more la?" He kept quiet. I continued, "
u slowly go rounds lor, this 1 confirm or not confirm have never mind, im NOT going to pay for these... I'll just pay for the ride to Pasir Ris." And i ended up reaching near 1am. Fuck it. Waste my time... He tot im those idiot who have no money take cab, even at ATM machine, he also followed me there la.
Okay, today... I slept so tight... finally have a nice sleep...
My problems is still within me. I always smile, joke, laugh to try to forget the problem... I cant turn to any1 and tell them, cuz they're sure to be telling me this advise. And thanks the only 1 knowing this is Debbie and Shaun... Cool. And my brother also slowly realise this problem im facing liao...
I hate this. I really want to stop this and resume our past happy memories.I need love, need care, need concern. I have given everythi to u... but i jus realise things got more worst, i dun wan u to be using me...
Celebrating my 20th years of unhappiness and sadness ad the mistake to leave me in this world. Celebrating my 20th years of stupidness and useless.Will be at Music Heritage at Boat Quay...