Dunno how to start the posting. Shucks, i hate this feeling. Im really very pissed off with myself, i hate the emotional me!!

Anyway, thanks to those whos there to listen to my story... at least a short bit... i noe some ppl dun wish to listen to my story, but, they are forced to cuz i say it out... anyway, thanks. Thanks god too for always giving me some little nice memories with the 1 i have feeling for. Although it never lasts, like wad is happening now, i think i need to be satisfied and smile already.

Since i already had wad i wanted, and my little wish for 2008 had grant, i will let it go... Hmmm... let nature take its course ba... I am getting more and more greedy to things that is impossible to happen.


Well, got my bonus last week, and met up with collegues for a drink at boat quay. It was the 1st time, so i guess its worth blogging and to let me remember. :) Was with samantha, michelle, gary n christ... its fun. I hope, there will be another chance, as my brother agreed to me. ha.

Met up with vanessa and saw christine... and jennifer too aso contacted me after so long... 温馨 lor...

Stress... emotional...... too many things in my head... certain part is happy, certain part i jus wish to pretend not to know...

是你赐我生命
爱一趟迷糊梦里
你来到推开一片窗
令我再有希望重拾情深一往

没借口哭得心碎,
只想眼泪回流时,
连同着这秘密埋藏在血管里

假如不许我再跟你生活,
世上不必存着有我
假如天意让我此生得不到你,
不必需要有天意

恋爱是...无形如童话精灵
无形而能使我心情起伏,反而感觉满足.
我愿为爱作牺牲,耗尽了我的真完成童话内戏份

有时候不知不觉会流泪,
有时候觉得对你完全不了解.
寂寞很安全,但我宁愿冒险.

看不到的明天,只要看得到你.

因为爱上了,什么都舍不得.
为了爱心疼,说真的我很快乐.
你也许不会是我牵着手走到最后的人,那又如何.

思念是诚实的,因为爱上了,什么都原谅了.