10.17.2007!
HandWritten on; 2:53 AM
This time i guess i am really
lost. I cant help, i dunno how to help her too. My granny is admitted to hospital, and she wans to go back. So am i, i wanna bring her back too. But my uncles (her sons) had never contact the hospital, neither they visited her. They intenting to just dump her there? She's out of her mind already. I dunno how to visit her, dunno how to face her n tell her about my uncles.
She dote me so much when i am young. But, is this the same old granny of mine? She is very agitated. The only thing i can do is to ask my uncle bring her back. But they seems to be unwilling and, dun care.
Wad can i do?
She cried n shouted, curse and scold. But does she noe how worry i am? noe how sad i am? I guess nope, she still scold me for my cryings.
I hate myself, so as wad my uncles did.
I have being thinking and hoping, to bring her out for nice food and buy her some new clothings. But, will this day come?