10.02.2007!
HandWritten on; 9:00 AM
Had some discussion with my collegue william on relationship matters, and hv the strong urge to blog it.
hmmm... am i super sensitive? or its jus a common reaction of all? I guess it could b him being insensitive ba... how can i not be jealous if my bf send me hm first den another gal back? and i actually only sit at the back seat of his car, while another gal sit infront next to him? how can i not be mad if my bf brings another gal friend of his to my own friend gathering (eg bday party)? how can i dun feel disappointed if the vlalentine gift frm my bf is actually choosen by another gal? how can i not go crazy if i found another gal in my bf's hse (even if they didnt do anything)??
dear friends, relax. they're all examples that my collegue asked. my bf nv and i hope wont do the above.i mean, to guys, maybe is NOTHING. The gal could b staying near him, so he send me back first, so he can directly go home... but my answer is NO. Even if they really hve nothing, jus slacking around at my bf's hse, my answer is also NO. I couldnt accept this!!!! These are all emotions of a gal, so as to shirley's agreement. But guys are just ignorant. =X
Yea, im full of imagination, and of course, to the negative... how i noe everything is so simple? i rather nothing happen, or i rather dunno.
Thus, if u hve any secrets or if u're doing somethi behind, please NEVER LET ME FIND OUT. Just let me continue acting a naive n silly role in this relationship.
And, we both agree that, having a ending on a relationship, 99% is due to 3rd party. Quarrels wont end a rs, same for the stupid excuse for
having no more feelings. Sometimes, u'll get the 3rd party to be your partner, sometimes not.
Anyway, im fine... =) jus sharing my point of view... nothing to do with 3rd party in my rs... and
i hope it wont. PS:: Regards for dear friends out there. Please cherish the 1 u love n love you!!!