Saw faith's friendster, noted that HQ and her alr married n develop a baby... Felt happy for her... may the 3 of them are happy ever...

Hmmm, felt mix up feeling... sad too... cuz it remind me of myself. Hmmm, a big secret for myself, big secret in my life. Dun ask me, i wont say... only Sha*n noes abt it...

Really envy every person next to me... their family background, their loved one, their present n future n their everything.

However, if i had a choice, i wont wan to be this Edelynn Lim Tian Lee who is blogging here. Dimply, my whole life is in a MESS since the very beginning my life. Then, therefore, it affected my personality n character.

I admit, im very dependent on my bf... cuz he's the only closest to me. And my friend by my side, not real much... most are the hi-bye friends. I dun hv much to say, unless im in a crazy n high mood.... i rmb wen i was in Marina Square, Melvin asked me a qn, and i will always rmb this, "why u like so quiet today? tot normally u are very talkative over the phone?"... Maybe infront of him, or over the phone, im talkative ba... hahaha...

The greatest mistake in my life should be during my Os. Went steady on the day O-level started... and my best subject Principle of Accounts got a C6, where during class test, im always one of the top scorers, with a A or worst, a B. And i just dint consider which course to take, properly, and signed up for IT in NYP... and i still nv wake up from my mistake n continue to skip classes, sleep in class, etc... Simply bcuz, im not interested in Java (the main subject in IT).

Hence, i quited my life in NYP, School of IT.

I joined ITE Clementi after i finally make up my mind, with baobeii, guang and des 's encouragement. But still, i ended the course last yr and started working...

I just hope i can be like my friends, study all they wanted.
我想发明时光机!!! To let all the past repeat...