Im on MC today. Had being having this problem lately, but today was the worst of all... I decided to get a mc, and 'she', as usual, doesnt believe and had commented negatively on me.

So funny, why does such people who dunno me well, still pretend to noe me so well that i fake out? I'll hv gastric if i consume excess nasi lemak which contains coconut and milk. ut that doesnt mean i cant eat ya? She said that normally, other days, i eat, but im ok. Wth. I simply hate her words.

Anything u like to think. Im lazy, irresponsible, not serious in work, like to fake... up to you.

But i just felt quite scare to face her tomorrow, not scare lah, just 不想见到他 lor. Damn angry, it makes my life damn meaningless. I gotta face them 12hours a day, 5 days a week. Even longer than i meet my bf and my dearest bed.

I hate this kind of unreasonable n unfair treatment. They love to put their happiness on other's unhappiness. Those that do not understand, do not believe, do not compromise, only noe they have a certain title n certain position so they jus abuse their authority.

I noe my limit, whether i can defeat this war tmr anot. I noe i cant, just pray that she'll jus keep quiet n take my mc n end this matter. If not, i aso dunno what will happen tmr.

Pray for me. Please?

Im so upset... realise that the chinese characters in my blog cant be read using ie...

Okay, im back to vivocity today onwards. And im finally a confirmed staff, in the position alr... waiting for my October pay day!!!!

Felt so empty, without u by my side... miss u lots... =(

Tomorrow will be my last day at Northpoint, will be transfer back to vivocity. Hmm, feel quite scare, the feeling cant b describe lor, but... Im confused if i'd be happy or not.

In life, we cant n dun hv the chance to make the decision we want, n get all the things we wanted. Sometimes, despite the effort you put in to grant certain things, you cant means you cant. But sometimes, god will give u another thingy in return.

I used to be silly n cant get over my ex boyfriends too. Cried everyday, and go back to my workplace to drink on my off days just to get myself tipsy n forget abt certain unhappy matters.
Its really difficult for me to say things, as both of u are my best friend. I understand ur feelings as i've gone thru this before, not only once, but lots of times. I aso noe wad she is thinking. I cant say harsh things, im afraid to hurt you. I cant say mean things,as it may sound like im discriminating her. I tot the time u had, u'll forget n heal ur wound slowly... but, u still so persistent abt it. Its not a mistake did, but sometimes, over doing is harmful.

Abt my blog ytd, mentioned abt louis at vivo selling 1carat diamond ring at 10k... Den, today, again, im in northpoint, my 2nd in-charge sold a 1carat diamond ring.

Why dun the good luck come to me? =(

Today was attached to vivocity, cuz 1 of our collegue on mc... Hmm, not as "happier" as it were... felt alittle "cold". But im glad, cuz time really flies...

Saw Shaowen there aso... haha... he's working there, the roadshow...

Feel alittle hot on my body n forehead, going to be sick again, i guess.

=(

Saw faith's friendster, noted that HQ and her alr married n develop a baby... Felt happy for her... may the 3 of them are happy ever...

Hmmm, felt mix up feeling... sad too... cuz it remind me of myself. Hmmm, a big secret for myself, big secret in my life. Dun ask me, i wont say... only Sha*n noes abt it...

Really envy every person next to me... their family background, their loved one, their present n future n their everything.

However, if i had a choice, i wont wan to be this Edelynn Lim Tian Lee who is blogging here. Dimply, my whole life is in a MESS since the very beginning my life. Then, therefore, it affected my personality n character.

I admit, im very dependent on my bf... cuz he's the only closest to me. And my friend by my side, not real much... most are the hi-bye friends. I dun hv much to say, unless im in a crazy n high mood.... i rmb wen i was in Marina Square, Melvin asked me a qn, and i will always rmb this, "why u like so quiet today? tot normally u are very talkative over the phone?"... Maybe infront of him, or over the phone, im talkative ba... hahaha...

The greatest mistake in my life should be during my Os. Went steady on the day O-level started... and my best subject Principle of Accounts got a C6, where during class test, im always one of the top scorers, with a A or worst, a B. And i just dint consider which course to take, properly, and signed up for IT in NYP... and i still nv wake up from my mistake n continue to skip classes, sleep in class, etc... Simply bcuz, im not interested in Java (the main subject in IT).

Hence, i quited my life in NYP, School of IT.

I joined ITE Clementi after i finally make up my mind, with baobeii, guang and des 's encouragement. But still, i ended the course last yr and started working...

I just hope i can be like my friends, study all they wanted.
我想发明时光机!!! To let all the past repeat...

Dint really had enough sleep altho today's my off day. Acc dear to his car workshop, and surprisingly a grp of guys approached us and befriend with us! Yea, they're friendly, and send us bck cuz dear need to leave his car overnight for some installations.

Feel so board, and i start to miss someone now...

Somethings, secret, i feel like hinting and letting the world noe...

--- feel like letting those who hurt me deep, noe that IM HAPPIER NOW! Esp after viewing G's friendster... felt so stupid of myslf in the past. Today's edelynn lead a better life then before.

Im just board... wad should i blog?

HAPPY 1 YR!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

Wooo.... it's National Day again, and yea, our 1 yr anniversary is here again.

Dont expect anything too "fantastic" la... 1 yr is just another yr together, show that we endure thru only, haha...

Yea, last night Man u won Chelsea... was betting with dear for our dinner tomor. And whole SK in Northpoint is telling me Chel will win. Was quite disappointed thou, but was glad that Man u won the cup in the penalty kick. YEA~! Oh ya, anyway me n dear bet for the winner, after penalty, everything. I won with 3 clear saves for chel's penalty!