Jus had a short chat with Alvin (ao), talking about blog and i realise both of us had somethi in common... Having perverts spamming on our tag-board... Ok, at least i've some source of clues or evidence... They only attack NYP, Dip in IT student... But, hey, wait a minute, i've alr quit my Dip in IT in NYP lehz... nw jus a Higher Nitec student lehz...

Wadever it is... Im living more confident of myself... Say im ugly? Hah, i might not be very pretty, but im not ugly... Disgusting shit, jus love to use ppl name... Shucks...

Anyway, im so so so tired... Argh, having to wake up before the sun raises everyday, cuz lesson starts at 8 EVERYDAY... wad the hell..

There are many different kind of ppl around the world. Some loves to hide in a corner and do things quietly, some loves to boast around. Some may seems to b harmless, but behind u, they are attacking or back-stabbing you. Some may look fierce and spoken out of unreasonable, but, they're actually some kind-hearted soul out there. Some ppl are generous, able to accept other ppl's mistake, forgive and forget ; some although they looks ok, but in their heart they're cursing you.... Some ppl loves to be perverting, spamming ppl's tagboard and use ppl's name, to post harmful or hurtful comments, but some, although they're not always by ur side, but they'll make an effort to read ur blog, to noe the latest news of u. Some ppl love to assume he or she noe the very best of everythi, and pin point whoever whoever is in fault, while some, they open their eyes widely and look into the incident.

To accept or not, this is the reality of our world.

People always claim that in tertiary studies, u can hardly find a soul-mate, or a best friend who is as close as ur secondary schoolmates.

However, i still think there's the possibility. Jus tat... u only have 1 soulmate in ur life, u only have a few best friend u can be trusted in ur life, and u've alr met them. Just tat... after 10 or some 11 yrs of education in primary and seconday school studies, aft 10 or 11 yrs of "makin new friends", we are tired to continue "seeking for friendship".

And maybe, after O-level, most ppl are attached, and they tend to "zhong se qin you", resulting them to put in more of their time in their partners than friends. Or, it could be jus some influence, as their senior had told them that.?

So what is a diploma, ITE cert or degree... if u want to walk the 2, 3 yrs of journey alone without any "friend", u'll be the loneliest...

I see several real cases soulmate where they knew each other in poly, Jennifer and Lina and Jasmine, Des and Edmund, hmmm, suddenly couldnt think of any alr... =/


Appreciate anyone and everyone next to u, family, friends, ur bf, ur gf... Anyone that can make u smile wenever u hear their name, or their voice. Cuz u dunno if tmr, he or she will still be there to see u smile, to make u smile...