10.25.2006!
HandWritten on; 5:53 PM
My apology to those visited my blog's tagboard, all the nuisance taggings. had delete off my tag-board for some time... Edelynn is me, ede is me... But, i nva visited my blog since last Monday... and
i really hate ppl using my name.
Thanks so much for those who support me by my side... Thanks Kelly =) Altho i dunno who are u, but no point making police report for this... Cuz if the user dont user a broadband server, the IP address will not be able to be trace.
Cool man. Insult my family and my dear...
Hope that by entering "password" wont make it so troublesome for u guys yea... =)
Had a worst quarrel with dear last night... And i admit this is the first time i had my heart dead and nva wanna to accept him back... Cuz i've to return money to my friend, and he promise he'll help me to do the transfering... den, in the end, he become so unhappy, dunno for wad... Jealous to hear his name again ba... But, he had agreed to help me to do the transfering ma... Den
i made a foolish mistake, i transfered 50 cents to des 's account! Whaha... And he made silly guesses about wad the money is for... And it really really pissed me off... Yea, he come to my hse to wait for me after tat, and we'll okay again after his sweet acts. Wen will be the next time we quarrel again? Had enough...
Moodless to study. Im like repeating and hearing things that i hear wen im in NYP. Sick of it, esp IT, esp those stupid programming things... Listen to someone's converstion, i felt its very stupid of him... Childish guy pretending to be matured. In tertiary education if u cant accept ppl who dun do projects, den u better be one of the best students! Dun hv to comment whoever whoever just sit at a side nva do anythi, nva contribut ideas. And wen ppl noe who u are refering to, den deny that u aint talking abt them. This is jus a childish 5 yrs old act.
I simply hate the way he acted... and the way he think he's so protective over his gal. Petty guys are jus like a 5 yrs old gal!
10.19.2006!
HandWritten on; 7:33 PM
Jus had a short chat with Alvin (ao), talking about blog and i realise both of us had somethi in common... Having
perverts spamming on our tag-board... Ok, at least i've some source of clues or evidence...
They only attack NYP, Dip in IT student... But, hey, wait a minute, i've alr quit my Dip in IT in NYP lehz... nw jus a Higher Nitec student lehz...
Wadever it is... Im living more confident of myself... Say im ugly? Hah, i might not be very pretty, but im not ugly... Disgusting shit, jus love to use ppl name... Shucks...
Anyway, im so so so tired... Argh, having to wake up before the sun raises everyday, cuz lesson starts at 8 EVERYDAY... wad the hell..
There are many different kind of ppl around the world. Some loves to hide in a corner and do things quietly, some loves to boast around. Some may seems to b harmless, but behind u, they are attacking or back-stabbing you. Some may look fierce and spoken out of unreasonable, but, they're actually some kind-hearted soul out there. Some ppl are generous, able to accept other ppl's mistake, forgive and forget ; some although they looks ok, but in their heart they're cursing you.... Some ppl loves to be perverting, spamming ppl's tagboard and use ppl's name, to post harmful or hurtful comments, but some, although they're not always by ur side, but they'll make an effort to read ur blog, to noe the latest news of u. Some ppl love to assume he or she noe the very best of everythi, and pin point whoever whoever is in fault, while some, they open their eyes widely and look into the incident.
To accept or not, this is the reality of our world.
People always claim that in tertiary studies, u can hardly find a soul-mate, or a best friend who is as close as ur secondary schoolmates.
However, i still think there's the possibility. Jus tat... u only have 1 soulmate in ur life, u only have a few best friend u can be trusted in ur life, and u've alr met them. Just tat... after 10 or some 11 yrs of education in primary and seconday school studies, aft 10 or 11 yrs of "makin new friends", we are tired to continue "seeking for friendship".
And maybe, after O-level, most ppl are attached, and they tend to "zhong se qin you", resulting them to put in more of their time in their partners than friends. Or, it could be jus some influence, as their senior had told them that.?
So what is a diploma, ITE cert or degree... if u want to walk the 2, 3 yrs of journey alone without any "friend", u'll be the loneliest...
I see several real cases soulmate where they knew each other in poly, Jennifer and Lina and Jasmine, Des and Edmund, hmmm, suddenly couldnt think of any alr... =/
Appreciate anyone and everyone next to u, family, friends, ur bf, ur gf... Anyone that can make u smile wenever u hear their name, or their voice. Cuz u dunno if tmr, he or she will still be there to see u smile, to make u smile...
10.16.2006!
HandWritten on; 4:19 AM
Yes. I got a great shock to see my tagboard flooded. Not suppose to be angry over the kid who flooded it, cuz they're jus childish and too free.
But this particular person, your parents give u a name, u wan to comment on somethi, use ur own name. Anyway, there's 2 ppl whom i suspect this "tammi" is. But im very sure, tammi aint the tammi from nyp. Jus some childish chap who are lack of love, lack of sex and to come up to other ppl's blog and talk abt it. If u're a guy, pls take out some of a guy's courage. My dad, my bro, my bf is a guy, dun disgrace them, dun disgrace a guy. And if u're a gal, jus 1 simple qn, are u're jealous over me? Fine. Back to my blog.
Finally returned to school after the 5 weeks of holiday. Tired is the only word to describe my mood. Time table out. And its like... shit. Everythi squeeze in a A4 paper and call it my weekly time-table. Start school as early as 8am and end school nearly 5pm everyday, with only an hour of break in between. Hahaha, i prayed hard that i wont lost interest... prayed hard that i wont quit this course as i quit my nyp dip in IT. Cuz there's Web Application Development, and it involves programming. Shucks.
Picz uploaded...
Cable Car Romance on Eve of Mid-Authum Festival.The cable car itself. The table settings.
Enjoying my moodcake. The beautiful scenery from the cable car.
2nd month...
Specially for the day, curled my hair, and the necklace is from dear. The Chelsea tee from Addidas, my gift for dear.
Watched Silk ytd with dear and did some shopping. I will label it as a scary at times, but morale of the story is touching kind of movie. The rs that the boy and the mother shares... woha, worth watching... but the scary part, u mustn't think too much or else u'll be scare at night wen u're alone!!
Hmmm, thought of buying alot alot of things, dun think will change phone for the moment. Anyway, there's no a "must-buy" or "must-have" phone in my mind, so...... heh, i only noe i wanna a slide phone or a flip phone. =)
10.09.2006!
HandWritten on; 3:04 AM
Just a short post due to the lack of time.
Firstly, had watched a couple of movies with dear over the week
... Roh-b-hood, The Night Listener, and World Trade Center. I love the baby in Roh-b-hood, so cute...
Secondly, failed to complete mission. Only went to the
Cable car Romance on the eve of the Mid-Authum festival. Not real romantic and nice as i expected. Kind of
disppointing... Picz to be uploaded soon.
No DHL ballon ride, jus blame it at the stupid PSI.... I guess its gonna be a wasted trip since the skies are so smoky n foggy... The beautiful scenery might jus get blured? Forget it, not expecting more...
Yea, just checked my examination results. All 3 modules scored B, and hv 3 GPA... Mmmm... ok la... =)
Getting a new phone soon... Yea, N73? Sounds great...
Let me recover from my illness please!