Although dear is off for reservist, but i got a huge huge surprise from dear. He came out and look for me! lolz. So sweet. But felt so upset cuz its against the law... to forge the signature of officer to escape out... And i felt so xin fu to see dear, victor and his frns.

Yea. Enjoying myself, meanwhile where i still can......

Yea, everything solved... Back to normal again... hopefully, peacefully ever after.

Had so much to update, pics to be upload...

Had our manicure session at Bugis street and Baobeii had her pedicure too... den later had cheesecake and ice cocoa with her at Starbuck where we finally can sit down and update our lives. Dear fetches me den,and she left to meet Guang.

Dear had left for reservist, so acc him for the last few days. Mmm, but, something unhappy happened again... And i really got to see thru it, he's jus a combination between my prev 2 ex where i claim to be serious. =x Okie. Wadever it is, he promised that he wont vent his temper at me, wont shout at me... hah, i admit, im someone with bad temper too. Thats why i'll walked away tat time. Looks steady, but im not.

Not going to reveal any problems. Blehz. But he's real sweet and really touches me. Oops.

And my apology for not meeting up w Des, Guang n baobeii... i've my reasons... n i really miss u...

Today i learnt myself a new phrase, a lesson and the morale of the story. Dun and never judge a book by its cover. A gal dress up beautifully, with all branded stuff doesnt mean she's from a wealthy family. A innocent lookin gal might have needles and saw in her heart too. =X Jus 3 words to describe my pissed off mood. Childish, childish and childish... Yup, ans also, one more additional words, unreasonable.

Damn turned off. Ruin my mood. And i really felt tat it make sense "Dun judge a book by its cover".


Love is blind... Wen you're in love, your world will only be you and your partner. But dun make it till it affects your frnship. Wad i can see from them is the immaturity of love. =X I noe my love had affect my frnship w someone someone... but i seriously had no choice, and to be straight-forward, our frnship aint tat innocent =X tis why i understand why dear is unhappy abt...

Love my dear, love baobeii, love sweetheart... No wonder ppl say tertiary studies aint like secondary school... Seriously its aint like... but great tat i still found some frns who can be labelled as "good friends". ~~XiuChing~~ =p

I dun dare label myself as a matured gal. But i dare to say im not childish among those who are at the same age as me. Not to be proud, but i've enough explosure to the "adult world" and had met enough friends, hi-bye friends, or etc etc. And i've seen thru so much... =x

Hate thses over-protective guys but they themselves are jus small kids. Hate those pretended looks and unreasonable and without thinkin attitude. Having a bf in the school isnt anythi to be proud with la.... Still the same childish and dunno how to think type of ppl... =x We're not losing, cuz we've reasons..

Sorry, venting my anger and threw everythi out in this blog. Freak.

Remind myself, being angry with them, is jus to punish myself for their sins. Cheer up ede, cheer up~! lolz...

Shut down my ears and my eyes. Meeting baobeii later... medicure... yEa~!

Problem again... this is the second strike, the last and final warning given. I noe its my fault... made dear angry again =( i bluff him again... argh, slap me... A nice and sweet outting turned out to be a diseaster... Quarrelled again over someone... Puke... Wad a day...

Watched Ghost Game at Suntec after our dinner... Hah... An interesting movie, but not as scary... =X We enjoyed it... but quarrelled after tat... haiz... but we're okay liao le... hee...

Yes. Long didnt update my blog... was busy updating my Love Story blog entry (haven publish yet), busy with my dreamweaver project, busy with work, busy studyin, busy sleeping and busy with dear... haha... bus busy busy! =P

Too much to update... happened too much things alr.. happy or sad... disappointing or touching... haha... Just let me update with the most most memorable things tat happened ba...

Last weekend, went to Club Parkerna with dear... eh... not very sure of the name but its located behind Centure Point at Orchard... Nice place, nice environment... Its Ryan's Jim Bean Night over there... and playing Black Jack, dear and i won around $1K plus... hee... lolz... But they are all coupons only... sianz... lolz...

Den next day, after my work dear brought me to Rapids at Tanjong Pagar for his frien's bday... As usual, dun like those noisy clubbing area... It really shucks... Arh... Headed for sunrise at East coast aft tat...

Things that dear did that made me felt so bad, so touched... haha... so many things happen... im fine still... Cook for dear too.. Hah, learning to cook Japanese food, dear's fav... lalala...~

Miss so much things... miss my baobeii, miss des, miss meph, miss guang, miss my dearest sweetheart... miss alot alot of ppl.. hMmmm....

Recently went back to work... Tiring though, but no choice, for our future plans... we've to work hard! and i dun wan dear to pay for everythi tat i used... lik my medi, my clothes, my shopping list... i can and i wan to settle myself... moreover, i still owe des some money... =X

Ps: Sweetheart, please sms me~! looking forward to see u on fri... =)

Had good food for he past few days... Mmm, ok la.. At least they wasn't bad... =p But still got myself some gastric 2 days ago... haiz..

Got a gift from dear... hee, so sweet of him...

i got a little Baby Tweeety!

7 signfies something... hee...

and aso a jacket, combination of black and pink... so nice... he knew im afraid of cold... =)

Recently made him angry again. Argh. I noe its my fault, should differniate my treatment between a bf and a male buddy... The boundaries shouldnt exceed the limit. Sorry~~

Had numerous plans about the future, and the outcoming plans... Hee, its time to propose the idea of Cable Car dinner, dinner at Jewel Box, Cozzy Bay, etc... Heee... =) Have someone who will fuifil my dreams and bring me alot alot of happiness... lalalala...~~ Blehzz...

Watched The Click ytd too, funny show... Morale of the story is to treasure our lives...

Have to make a decision between friendship and relationship. To be exact, i've alr made the choice or decision since the day im with him... I tot that things can be so simple, so easy for me, where i can have both friendship and relationship with both of them. But it seems hard, or nearly impossible alr.. I nva hope for any futhur happening development between me and him now alr, jus hope that both of us can continue maintaining the friendship, this something i really wans...

And to be frank, he is really an important person to me... its jus a different asapect where he's not my bf... He's someone who care for me, someone who i'll care for too... But ok, great tat dear will jealous too, it shows he care! =) Ok... I noe wad i'd do... No worries...

Movie marathon again on Tuesday, National Day eve... Now and Forever and See No Evil... Both are great~! lol... but i prefer Now and Forever... a funny, sweet and touching movie... Broke down man.. Felt so sad with that few sentence... hah, silly...

Before tat had my Tom Yam as dinner at boat quay with dear... WooOooo... Nice, i love the soup, but not the chicken.. haha... Den went Changing Appetite with baObeii, guang and des... Headed for movie aft tat... Kind of pissed off by the traffic... before reaching MS and leaving MS...

And ytd, went Suntec for dinner again, this time is Itchiban Japanese restarant... lalala... nice nice... and im contented =)

Ya, dear... is my dear... happily having my dear... =p

Watched Lady in the Water ytd... Its marked as the top 10 Boring and Not Worth Watching movie of mine... Simply bored me out in the whole movie session,although im staring on the screen, i dunno wad the hell is happening in the story. Boring.

Before tat had our dinner at an Italian restaurant... Woo, wait, should i address it as an restaurant? I doubt so... The standard of the food, the settings are restarant standard, but the place, its isnt a restaurant.. But its really worth eating... although i was very bloated alr...

Tks to baobEii... for the sakesushi buffet... We have 19 plates in total~!

Cool... and aft tat within 3 hrs, headed for the above Italian food... It takes me 1 week to reduce weight, but it takes me 1 day to put on weight.. =( But ok, ytd is a day worth celebrating... hee...

7-August 2006, 10.24am marked another significant day of my life...

Things are diff... for u guys to find out... blehzzz...

Everything had been resolved. yea, finally...

Okay, so i really hope we'll remain as buddies, like wad we are now... And i'll really treasure it. Please dun be the 2nd **** okies... Or else i'll kill u... No aviodance, no ignorance and no changes in you, please. Friendship lasts, and i hope tis is a trusted frnship =) Great...

Complicated rs... Btwn someone i like and someone who will give me the care n concern i wan... And dun forget, the different kind of rs im sharing with someone... Woo... Complicated... No wonder Guang keep saying LOVE means its Lost Of Vital Energy... But ok la, its worth it for someone u like.. :)


You muz meet someone right, at the right time, right place. And i obviously had met someone at the wrong time... And for him too, to meet me at this time... =X

Complicated. But its all fated. What i can do is to take the action only to chase after my happiness, but the final decision still lies within someone else... Boo..

Waiting for Tuesday arrival, by then i'll noe if he'll keep his promises for us to be friends, always.. anot...

Went to Des place to watch Superband Finals, waiting for Des return, at the same time baobeii and Guang ordered Pizzahut and KFC delievery... Cool Lucify, love his purple hair... Love J3's xiao wei... tats it... Den did my project at his place... all the way till 7am.. Den sleep... and headed to Cafe Cartel with des and Guang for my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner... Nice food... But its alittle too much liao ya...

Just edited on my entry for the day... as i tot i've said too much...

Receive an sms from someone in late morning... I tot it'll jus be some msg complaining himself being too stress or etc... But, its not. Yea, this is the dunno Number-how-many hits for me... Now i finally understand...


Sad. I tot he's another best buddy of mine, esp in this period wen im sad over another guy... But haiz, im left all alone again.


Shock, surprise, sad and kind of pissed off.


I appreciate these so-called "special treatment" but i just yet to realise, im not being appreciated. =X


I've someone in my mind, and im waiting for the someone to speak up, and give me an ans... but seems like things arent going to be right, again. Pathetic...

Pls stop all this dramatic stories! Its really getting more and more unrealistic.

Listen to my heart or mind? i dunno which is which alr.

FULL STOP. Shouldnt reveal too much in my blog. lol.


Ok... Just found myself a new place to work in. Nice place, nice manager, pay is better too. But, still considering should i leave, or stay... But, i wish i can stop working! Someone yang wo... hee...


Web Publishing Project dateline in 2 week time. Dint start anything yet. =X Omg... Period of stressfullness... blehz...