7.20.2006!
HandWritten on; 2:21 AM
I jus had a worst nitemare... Tat really shakes me off from my bed... The story goes like this... (PS: i've change all the names)
Yea, this day... Hui, Wen, Zhi and me met up as normal for movie, and lunch too. But suddenly Hui said she cant make it,Gonna meet her frns etc... And Wen called me too saying he've some secondary school gathering... Woo... Den it left Zhi and me...
Zhi and I den met on the bus, bus 72, from Hougang heading to Tampinese...
Zhi is the main character in my dream... He's totally different as he is in real-life... In real life, he is a caring, chatty and thoughtful dude... And u'll see hw different he is as appeared in my "nitemare"...
As he board on the bus, he sat a few seats away from me... And our words were so little... Zhi den start digging his hp from his bag (he dun carry bag in real-life too =P) and start callin his pals, askin if they wanna join both of us not... Its like he's not comfortable with the two-person-outting...
Den Zhi and I went separate directions... (forgot why alr...) Wen Zhi finally called me... He was shouting over the phone... Saying that he had made several phone calls but i didnt pick up... But in fact, my phone didnt rang at all. And there's no missed calls being listed... Zhi is reluctant to tell me where he is too... Jus yelled and me and insisted that i by intention, dun wanna pick up his calls and im lying tat theres no missed call alerts.
Both us den
cried over the phone... And he utter those words which is really
hurtful(even its only a dream lo!) -- he said,
i've being using him on this while... Takin all his care and concern towards me for granted... And I purposely dun pick up his calls jus to make him get worried... And he said he regret of knowing such a gal like me... Den i woke up from my dream... Oh no... I know very clearly
in real life Zhi aint this kind of person... But, those sentence is really hurtful... =( Zhi noes im not takin his for granted... And he wont be such an un-gentleman who vent anger on gals!
This is why ppl say dreams and reality is totally opposite...