6.28.2006!
HandWritten on; 2:22 AM
Working for the past 2 days... Was really TIRED and sick to go to school... Didnt had enough sleep... Haiz, ii hesisted for quite long if should go school not... To follow my heart, tired - dun go... Or, to follow my brain, tired - aso muz go... I choose to follow my heart... I noe teacher is going to feel unhappy and tomor might be makin noise abt my absence... But im jus tired! Hmmm... talkin abt my absence, teachers always take it tat i absent cuz im lazy to come for school... Dey assume tat i can make it, but i dun wanna make it... THey never wanna really care and look into the matter and ask WHY.... Wonder wad are adults thinkin at times... Always makin assumption... But no way to ask me not to work... I've my very own reasons... Oni ppl who understands noes it... Kind of gonna FORCED to work de... i noe its not a valid reason to use "tired" as an excuse to miss school la... But, i've no other alternatives liao... The situation aint as simple as u tot...
Next thingy, having common test on thurs and fri... aft tat will be HOLIDAY! Yea, i dun like holidays in sec-sch... but nw...ok la... its time for me to take a break, and of course WORK! Im waiting for Friday's arrival... Friday comes, means holiday coming too.. and of course, saturday is approaching too... =)
Im afraid of...
- the dark (lol, i on the lights wen i zzz lo.. wad u think?!)
- staying single (i scare i jia bu chu qu!)
- giving birth
- spiders and/or other flying insects (which ger doesnt?)
- failures
- loneliness
- ghosts
- losing my friends
- losing someone who meant alot to me
- being murdered in my sleep
- rejections
- bad news
- losing things
- my dad =x
- breaking glasses
- angry ppl...
- ppl quarellings
- misunderstandings
- boling water