6.24.2006!
HandWritten on; 6:31 AM
Finally, i've the time to post... Mmm, but i realise most of the time wen i can sit down and post my entries, i'll be emotional... haiz... why??!
Mmm, firstly, tot i'd be happy and excited abt des return (although its jus for 3 days) but i dint expect myself to be so sianz-mood lo... ha... Yup, somethi is bothering me... Well, but im still glad to see him... yea, finally man~!
Went to watch Slither last nite...

W guang, des and edmund... Argh... i dun like the show.. gross... super gross... hw i wish i can jus walk out the theather... seriously~! Almost cried out sia... Jus imagine yourself in the show...
Very tired now... Physically and mentally... although its just 9.50pm... haha... Sometimes think back, im really lack of time... Too much things to cope w liao... but ok la.. i'll try my best... =) enough of myself blogging abt hw sad or hw unhappy i am.. nothing can change it...
Yea, so hope no other pressure from other areas comes in... ENOUGH le.. People come and goes, oni those that are true stays... I noe u've left... so, i'll wave my hands and say bye... Not sad abt it, jus felt somehow disappointed tat its so ture tat: guys breaks promises... The story u said, believe or not, is up to me... Whether its going to happen anot, aso another thing... But your changes had alrdy proven somethi... Well, ok la... Jus wasting each others time lo... I've no more time to waste liao... So, no other chance to be given... u've obviously change... or i've misunderstood uu?
I'll rmb all tat ppl once said and done... Be it serious de, jokin de, heart-breakin de... Whether i've forgiven, or u had aplogise... i'll rmb all... and indeed i rmb all... Mmm, if u're nice to me, i'll be nice to u too... Its me... And if u betrayed me, or hurts me in any way, den unless u're my dear friend, or someone i love, i wont care abt u... This is me, edelynn... As i promised in the beginning of the year, in my own blog... i promised not to shed tears for guys... Yep, i did it.. i never... I dun care abt uu liao.. Whether u wanna be ignorance or avoiding... i wont care... Yea, u'll be readin tis... but i seriously had enough... Enough of all sorrys... Sorry is said when u realise your own mistakes, and when u felt gulity in the way it hurts the another party... Sorry is not jus a word in the dictionary...
k la... anyway, i said before i like my bf to be mature...Maybe i myself is childish too... Mmm, in anyway... we're still young... and we both have someone who is impt to us, although u claim she's your god-sis, and me, he is my best buddy... We're still friends of course... No obligation..
Korea out of World Cup top 16... Disappointed... Tot Korea was leading in its group de... But end up aso get kick out.. haiz...
And des jus ask me a qn which makes me think alot too... Since when i am happy... Yea, listen up for the ans... Im happy wen im doing things i like, and wen i didnt have the time to think abt those unhappy stuff... Im happy w baobeii + des + guang... happy wen im in sch w the 5 of them -- xiu, crys, ling, lin, von... W my collegues at work after 10pm.. Ya... im happy now too... =) hope wen u read tis, u're not bored, but happy too... hah, lets jia you together man~! (",)
I'll remember everything. That u said, you did, den breaks and forgot... Not jus you, everyone~~ everything~~