im back... Ladies and Gentleman... Booo... was busy with stuffs, meeting up with frns, slackin, beauty naps, shifting of hse (temporary, though), and work too... Leading a sianz life, wake up, go out, returned home slp... hah... Seems tis is the simple life i wanted.. but something is lacking... cuz i've let em go... deleted the sms folder, his picx... Kind of relieve too... Since that tis is wad he choose, the way he wann to treat a frn, den i'll respect it... he's just a petty-minded, excuse-giver and dao idiot... i dun care abt it anymore... cuz i've kept my words, doing wad i said and earler promised, but if he himself cant take it, not even in a position of a friend, den im fine too... Yea, i've enough of thinking-too-much... i just wanna leads my life as per normal, just like i havent met u... the same independent edelynn, without someone out dere who cares and loves her... she can be jian qiang, since she've met so much downs... Well, it isnt me thinking too much lo... Its far obvious... Im not thinkin why u lidat, and i wont... u've your very own mindset, no one noes why too... Jus as i told des, my yin xiang towards u changed liao... Until like someone i dunn really noe very well, like a stranger... Hah... im not sad, nor angry, just disappointed... yuan lai wo men you qin de li liang zhe me weak, or rather, ni cong lai mei ba wo dang chen yi ge peng you kan dai ba... =x at least, tis time, i ended it with no regrets, i've see u thru... no tears man... no worries... In future, how will it be like, no one noes... But i'll always be glad to have the friendship again...

Anyway, my week aint bored too... had a bad cough, and gastric problem coming back every 2 to 3 days... but, fine, i still enjoyed... The meeting up for lunch and dinner at tpy with jeff, the shopping at marina sq, the trip to babyface (woah, correct ppl correct mood...), the meetin up with baobeii, kk and beibao (lol, its des ) and mysister's disturbance, EnJOYED...But the cough really makes some plans imperfect... Booo...

Ytd met baobeii to pass her the little gift for her... and headed to Swensen for dinner... Hungry again at 2am plus, but lazy to go down for the supper, besides, supper makes someone FAT! Endure endure, continued watchin Er Mon Zai Sheng Bian at baobeii's place... till 5+, real hungry... and felt alittle pain and uncomfortable in my abdomial (shit, i forgot the spelling) and insisted to get some light breakfast... but, guang fell asleep... Feelin bad to wake her up, we continued to wait.... Finally, breakfast served at 8am... and the pain simply makes me MAD... I dunn wann go back to hougang place, cuz i dun wan my sister to make noise, and of course, my mum... U noe, wen i suffer from gastric, i really will get damn impatient and attitude.. Well, tis is the WORST gastric experience i had.... seriously... Great pain...

A thought came to my mind... Option 1, good life, good health, but you only can live up to 45 yrs old... and Option 2, normal life, health problems keep occuring, yet u can live up to 80+ yrs old... which will u choose? I'll get option 1... but if, if i met my prince, met the one i lurve, i might consider option2... Hah, useless to lead a good life havin money and fame, but not love... I haven met the one who luvs me and i loves him lots too yet... I haven been to many places with those i cherish so much in my life yet... Hah, im not been emotional now too la... Just tat today's gastric really makes me mad... Makes me think lots tooo... Oh ya, must thanks guang's dad... =) but it really scared me wen he said "If you still dun take care and be careful, next time will have ulcer, den slowly, it'll develops to cancer" ..... Wo bu yao....


As the theme of my blog, i had said goodbye to him...