Good news to share among all my dearest frns... Im being accepted in Higher Nitec courses! Lol... Right now is studying in ITE Clemanti... Business IT... =) Cheers~

Having lab lesson now... Mmmm... my classmates are so friendly and chatty... hee... Coping quite well and im adaping well at the moment...

Mmm... but wen i step into the classrom first time, i wasnt really happy... Kind of sianz... haha... i tot my class only have 7 ppl including me lor... lol... who noes the rest are late... =x Crystal start talking to me... den wen Princess (yep, her name is princess) 's group comes in... she intro everyone to me.. nice...

Saw someone who assemble like des... lol... the picx i took at canteen during my first visit to sch to ask abt my application... the guy who looks like des... he same class as me... =x is tis coincident or fated? lol... far view looks like des la... haiz, how regret tat i've delete the picx away liao... haha...

Still sleepy... cuz last nite slept so late... Came to school to report to my section head and make some procedure to get enrole (nah, actually is jus the talkins). Watched Davanci Code last nite... with baobeii, guang and des... Ok la... Quite a nice show... But i rate it 3 stars... haha... But before that, gonna tks all my frns for the "counselling" abt me starting school the next day... and have to rush to get a pair of shoes... And the polo-tee that i got from des... Aligato... =).

Gonna catch up w school work... Haiz, but my time-table seems disallowing me to work while studying... Oh no, den how am i going to survive w/o an income?! My time-table....:

Monday: 8am - 1pm
Tuesday: 9am-5pm
Wednesday: 8am - 6pm
(with 3 breaks...)
~10-11am
~1-2pm
~2-3pm
Thurs: 9am-5pm
Friday:8am-5pm


Test coming soon too... And projects... Gotta jia you, and really jia you... 2yrs... gotta disappear liao... haha... Studies, and of course, i've to work! Im jus afraid i've no time for friends den... Eh, i'll arrange... no worries... =)

Just went down to clemanti ite to ask abt my application... hmph, my application aint successful... damn pissed off by those co... attitude problem...

Me: hmm... then my application for higher nitec in biz aint successful, den is dere any other courses tat i can apply for?

she: dun have alrdy... all the course all no vancany... u wan must wait for next year...

Hmph, wait one more year... 365 days... i must waste these 365 days again... den it'll be 365 X 2... wtf... damn angry...

Me: huh... really no other way liao ah? cuz i quit my poly, den i've to wait another yr again? any other campus have vancancies not?

She: dun have... im not sure... u're not the oni one... U only can wait for next intake to apply...

Me: next intake is on...?

she: next year lo... no choice... all the course all started and no more vancancy alrdy...

i feel like finding a 20-storey tall building to jump down sia... or kill myself for that minute... wtf... damn sad and angry...

But, with xiaobing's help, she managed to ask the in-charge of the course - Business IT to have an interview with me... hmm... now i've to wait for call lor... see if there's any vancany... Well, the teacher seems please with my result... as he look into my o-level cert, smile and said : " i think its not a problem for u to catch up..." hee... it gave me alittle bit of encouragement~~ but still, i got to pray hard... and watch over my phone every minute, every seconds...

yupp, saw geraldine too... the css contestent... very shuai... haha...

picx to share...

With ryans... at Pub eSpynol... my workplace


~~Secret lover~~Guang and Des at Guang's place... I edited it... nice?


I took this pcix... i like des's and jane's smile on this picx... so sweet... My skill is excellent~! =p


Baobeii and me... hahaha... i miss u... muackss...


Myself... some said its nice... some said nope... wad's your opinion?


Myself on phone...
After i start takin this picx, i saw other ppl started doing same thing too... use hp to take down the picx of another hp...

So i continued this,

haha...



Mmm... picx of myself of the day...



Experience is a hard teacher, she gives the test first, den the lesson...

Supposed to be meeting guang for dinner and passed him the meteor garden vcd... but i called it off due to several reasons...

One of it is that, i've to wake up damn early for interview. No, not job interview again, but an interview for my Nitec course. Yes, its Nitec course... Im in a lost ; should i go for the interview not? I dun wan... I'll be wasting time in Nitec too... Someone who is eligible for Polytechnic education going into Nitec, im really looking for trouble myself... I rmb huimin n hongyun saying that Higher Nitec will die die have a vacancy... But the date now is alrdy 22nd of May, and i dun have a single news from the ITE... I dun wish to give up in my application for the Higher Nitec course lorr... Im really in a lost... How?!

Im holding on to an O-level cert, with 7 all passed subjects... And i end up in this f***ing situation... I hate myself to bits and pieces... I've got nothing lorr... Not even the last and only chance to get enrole in to the Higher Nitec course... Can i noe why?

Gotta very emotional at this point of time. Look, since sec4 O-level (which is in 2004) till now, i had alrdy wasted 1 yr plus doing nothing... But, still, i've no regrets leaving and quitting my Diploma in IT...

Hate this realistic world... Everything needs money and certificates... If i've the money, i wont want to waste time in ITE lo... and the results, i've my great ambition to fuifil which i've passion in too. A1 in chinese? Wad's the use... im not good in english, dey jus simply reject my application...

Mood-swing again. Hate me at this point of time... Thinking so much abt those things that will nv happened, and think abt those that had happened and how i can change it... anyonw wanna slap me and wake me up?? im getting crazy again... i wan to be the edelynn or adeline or tianlee that always laugh and joke and get crazy abt stuffs with all my dear frns... i dun wan to hide in the room and think and think...

Well, i cant do anything... i can only wait for each day's arrival and decide what to do... i cant twist and turn those facts that god created and gave me...

sorry... should cheer up... mmm, it had been a few weeks, coming closed to month that i didnt have this emotional moment... the last time was after watching Daisy... Mmmm.. looks like lata i've to get tom yam soup, western food and ice-cream... cuz all these can eventually cheer me up abit; at least it did cheer me up, abit...

Was watching Superband revival round just now... Well, only Jade and Lucify's performace can be watched... -.-" Oh, one thing that atleast cheer me up abit is the piggy soft-toy tat Lucify brought along while singing... hee... lol... reminds me of someone owing me my bday present... so, it did cheer me up abit again.. haha.... (**msg to that someone: hey, i noe u'll be reading this... dun pretend liao... see, even god wans to remind me abt the pig... =p )


k... let me blog abt some happy stuff...

Ytd (21 May, Sunday) went Soup restaurant w guang and des... Mmm, the food quite ok, except that the price can be alittle more reasonable... enjoyed the dinner, =) of course... its soup restaurant... headed to amk jubilee for Poisedo, finally... i finally watch this movie man... But jeffery is late again... sianz, should listent to des by going dere lata... haha... thanks for the jacket anyway, its nice to put on... hee..

after brain-washing... decided to give tomorrow's interview a try... and give myself a try too... Good luck to me... Although the journey will be long, and many pp will be pointing fingers and giving nasty remarks, but, i dun wanna care alrdy... i've a long journey, i will make it an enjoyable and no more regrets and mistakes.

Anyone care to accompany me dere or wake me up?? hee... =)

while reading some blog, realise ppl think that no hope, no motivation twds each day, end up everyday become sianz... mm, but, to me, if dere's hope, and the hope dint actually fuifil, it will cause disappointment too... haiz, humans are confusing...

thursday actually supposed to go for poisedo, but, kena aeroplane again... danny have singing competition... sianz... so, later will be watching it with jeffery... but, im not very in the mood for movie today.. haha... see how... =x

ytd had mi3 with des... its nicer than i expected... though i dun like action movie, but tis is a nice one and real worth watching... met up w baobeii w hx, bh and hy... enjoying, jokin, slackin... as i tot i'd called it a day (though i hate to), i receive a sms invitation to clarke quay.. oh no~~ im alrdy on the way back hougang... haha...

had a pretty long consideration and discussion, end up, still went down to clarke quay...

1st place : China One...

Been to este (which is very near China One) lots of time, but dint realise theres such a nice place to chill out over dere... I lurve the decoration... very chinese, very china, and very classic... But, too many ang mo liao... hehe...







But dun forget, its still a bar...

2nd place: MOS
Finally visited... my opinion of that place: i love the themes and the design... but defintely not my cup of tea to hang out... but, enjoyed my self, still... hehe... Only that the place is beautiful to me lor, FULL STOP.

Picx taken and uploaded... Credit to des... =)

*** - Me with baObeii - ***


*** Me, myself and i ***



The only way to prevent yourself from disappointment is to expect nothing...

Just saw this email from cheryl... find that its worth sharing... hehe...


The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are RUDE.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!

SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!
Now wen guys are reading this, he say this is NOT TRUE!!!


Haha.... nice rite... and so true... =)


Just received another prank call... A guy who claim that he work for Top Image ( i tot is a salon that Guang always visit) but later on, realised its an Modeling and Advertising Co... Wth... and asked abt everything... boo... exactly everything inside out of me... wtf... was in bed and really makes me stood up from my bed and yawn at that guy... puke... ANGRY...




To be angry is to punish yourself for another person's sin...

slept at 8am after returning from baobei's place... Slept slept slept... Non-disturb sleep until 9pm... Toilet and checking of sms and miss-calls.... Returned to bed.. Woke up at 12am cuz of someone's lame goodnite sms and returned back to sleep.... Continued.... Finally, im totally awake by 9am... Dong mian sia... 1 day jus passed lidat while i spend it on sleeping, totally... My highest sleepin record... lol...

Still alittle bit blur, and tired... think i've slept too much... *Rubbing my eyes*

Haiz, disapponited, sad, sianz, angry by the reply the ITE CO gave... I dun wan waste 1 more year la... i've been wasting my days, accumulated to 1 yr alrdy... impossible to waste 1 more year if i failed to get enrolled this year again.. Its an Olevel cert lorr, with 19 as my L1 R4... and 25 as my L1 R5... Passed every single subjects lorr... -_-"

Pray for me man, everyone...


Saturday, met for Voice... mmm, the scary effect of the movie is spolit... lol... with the lame jokes in those scary scene makes all effects GONE.. and some scene i couldnt get it lor, cuz the guy sitting infront of me is too tall... and i jus cant see the subtitles... sianz half...

A to Z of me:

Adeline
Balileys (my present fav alcoholic drink)
Chinese (best performing subject)
Dreams (loves dreaming...)
Edelynn
Feng (may my prince sings for me)
Great crazy me in great madded attitude wen im happy..
Hazzypurplerain.blogpot.com
Imaginative or over-Imaginative
Jolin Tsai - my fav idol
Kbox cineleisure (the oni kbox tat closes at 6am)
Lim Tian Lee (heee, my name)
My melody (my fav cartoon character)
Nobody loves me T.T
Ooooh... cant tink of any...
Purple and piggy (my favv)
Qin tian... I like Jay in the Qin tian MV...
Red cross (my passion ccA in 2001-2004)
Soup lover... (simply loves soups)
Tianxz (my sign-off insec.sch)
Ugly (booo... its me)
Very nice gal (lol)
Xie Zhi (lawfully faithful to)
Yup, its ending...
Zzzz (dozing off?!)


Hate those prank calls and stupid sms i received lately.... Idiots... Those calls looking for the artist due to the publish of number over the webby had stopped, now i got de are those who claim they know me for quite some times, and worst, dun even noe how to lie... Tell me abt myself workin in kbox... wth... and couldnt help tellin me the real motive abt the calls... and once, worst of all, someone even called to scold me bitch and flirt... wth...



Its hurt to love someone and not have love in return. But it is more painful to not to have the courage to let the one u love know that how much you love him...

Yooo... Ytd was vesak day... haha, but its just another day for me lorr... nothing special...

Ddone some shopping early in the morning, with mum and sis... Tired... But aft tat met w baobeii and des...Headed to PS to collect my pre-order J-top jin xuan album and purchased the latest alubm of Jolin Tsai Wu Niang album... nice man... haha... aft i just listent to it.. kind of mad again... lol... and got a little jealous seeing the flower Jjay gave her... lol... im mad... =X

Ttalented and hardworking Jolin, can dance well, sing, act, composed, piano and di zi (the chinese musical instrument - flute) and pretty too... =) besides she noes English... and she written some books too... Whaha... indeed my idol man..

Wwenguang was sick... fever... hope u recover fast man... if not baobeii will be sad.. hee... We acc him to ttsh ytd... and its like funny, very funny wen the guys used speaker to call his name... SIM BOON KWANG... lol...

But sadly, aft your spped recovery, my gastric returns... it seems like i cant have any tom-yam or spicy thing... sianz... but ok la... not as bad as tat day's.... Well, i promised, if next time, in this week, i encounted another gastric pain, i'll seek medical advice...

Received calls harrassing me... Talk abt me working in kbox, and we exchanged numb...WTH... Wen i work in kbox?! Idiots.. dun even noe how to tell lies... im not stupid... jus feel bored abt all this stuff... hAha..... Ssaw calvin ytd at mrt station too... still so shuai and stands out from the rest... and it makes me miss sweethear even more... Boooo...


May the days will be happy ever after...

Didnt had enough slp for the past few days... always sleep for 2 to 3 hours den woke up... haiz... my eye bag and dark rings are getting hevier and more obvious... ugly me... well, who cares, im always ugly... booo...

But muz admit something, wen u're happy, in a good mood, u'll look fresh and of course, more presentable... heee... enjoyed ppl's praisings for my new hairstyle... wen it spikes up, its cool, and wen i jus comb it all the way down, its faminie~~~ hoho... getting more and more zi lian of myself... hehe... but every ppl have different taste, i do still receive negative comments too... but, as long as im happy, its fine...

Haiz, life's short... must be optimistic... u'll tend to realise and discover that u've wasted alot of time, stupidly, thinking of all the sad things... Saying is easier than executing... But, seriously, i really hope i dun get so emotional again... Heh... Slap me... But tears really, dun and cant bring back happiness...

Yep... jus finish meeting baobeii... hah... Saw someone at the South Canteen... Booo... ITS HIM!!! Hah, although everything had passed, but i only have the courage to sms him only... not to walk up to him and say hi... Well, though its jus a friendly gesture, but im still afraid... Afraid to see his daoness (if he happen to), afraid to sense the different in atmosphere that we had...

Booo... Im really sensitive and emotional ah? Lol... haiyo... it had been a long long time someone talked to me so fierce liao... reali... not used to it... im not angry la, just felt shock, alittle worry and of course, sadded... Haha... but ya, your yi qu hua wakes me up... jus like how he wakes me up... My philosophy in horoscope... is just my own craps... always tot i understand it so well, but actuali, i dun... Different ppl have different thinking... You, me, he, she, whoever... Its damn stupid for me to guessed it, and pretended like i knew it very well... Hah, like wad someone in the past used to say "zi zuo cong ming"...

But seriously, this few days i alrdy stop to think much and dream abt things... Made an improvement liaoo... hee... and i've 1 week long didnt drop a tear liao... Yea...


Just came back from ssdc... planned to enrole for the driving test... but... i dint have my specs with me... hahah.... mission failed... just went to the optical shop to make myself a specs... nice ba... mayb? will be collecting it soon...

Msg for my dearest~
Sweeetheart: i reali stayin w my parents la... at hougang... pls... xiang XIN wo... hehe...
BaoBeii: enjoy the special day wor... hehe... u noe wad day im refering to... 11-05-06... =) movie on saturday confirm... heee... see ya, miss ya...
Sim KK: i enjoyed calling u this... hee... 11-05-06... enjoy tooo... still owe us a trip to kbox...
des: =) put your name over here for decoration... but sadded, your name not nice enuff... eh, the purple book is out...
987: whoever u are, i dun care... but rmb the promise i made in New Year? Hah, promised not to shed any tears for guys.... I wanna noe who are u now... just hope u're not the someone out dere who tags on my tag-board but using many different names only... =)




Having 10 ppl saying you pretty cant be compared with the 1 u likes, or loves saying it....




zai zhe ge shi jie shang, hui you ren chun xing xiang yao ni nan guo.
dan wo xiang shuo de shi.. zai zhe ge shi jie shang, ye you ren hui wei le ni de nan guo er nan guo...

im back... Ladies and Gentleman... Booo... was busy with stuffs, meeting up with frns, slackin, beauty naps, shifting of hse (temporary, though), and work too... Leading a sianz life, wake up, go out, returned home slp... hah... Seems tis is the simple life i wanted.. but something is lacking... cuz i've let em go... deleted the sms folder, his picx... Kind of relieve too... Since that tis is wad he choose, the way he wann to treat a frn, den i'll respect it... he's just a petty-minded, excuse-giver and dao idiot... i dun care abt it anymore... cuz i've kept my words, doing wad i said and earler promised, but if he himself cant take it, not even in a position of a friend, den im fine too... Yea, i've enough of thinking-too-much... i just wanna leads my life as per normal, just like i havent met u... the same independent edelynn, without someone out dere who cares and loves her... she can be jian qiang, since she've met so much downs... Well, it isnt me thinking too much lo... Its far obvious... Im not thinkin why u lidat, and i wont... u've your very own mindset, no one noes why too... Jus as i told des, my yin xiang towards u changed liao... Until like someone i dunn really noe very well, like a stranger... Hah... im not sad, nor angry, just disappointed... yuan lai wo men you qin de li liang zhe me weak, or rather, ni cong lai mei ba wo dang chen yi ge peng you kan dai ba... =x at least, tis time, i ended it with no regrets, i've see u thru... no tears man... no worries... In future, how will it be like, no one noes... But i'll always be glad to have the friendship again...

Anyway, my week aint bored too... had a bad cough, and gastric problem coming back every 2 to 3 days... but, fine, i still enjoyed... The meeting up for lunch and dinner at tpy with jeff, the shopping at marina sq, the trip to babyface (woah, correct ppl correct mood...), the meetin up with baobeii, kk and beibao (lol, its des ) and mysister's disturbance, EnJOYED...But the cough really makes some plans imperfect... Booo...

Ytd met baobeii to pass her the little gift for her... and headed to Swensen for dinner... Hungry again at 2am plus, but lazy to go down for the supper, besides, supper makes someone FAT! Endure endure, continued watchin Er Mon Zai Sheng Bian at baobeii's place... till 5+, real hungry... and felt alittle pain and uncomfortable in my abdomial (shit, i forgot the spelling) and insisted to get some light breakfast... but, guang fell asleep... Feelin bad to wake her up, we continued to wait.... Finally, breakfast served at 8am... and the pain simply makes me MAD... I dunn wann go back to hougang place, cuz i dun wan my sister to make noise, and of course, my mum... U noe, wen i suffer from gastric, i really will get damn impatient and attitude.. Well, tis is the WORST gastric experience i had.... seriously... Great pain...

A thought came to my mind... Option 1, good life, good health, but you only can live up to 45 yrs old... and Option 2, normal life, health problems keep occuring, yet u can live up to 80+ yrs old... which will u choose? I'll get option 1... but if, if i met my prince, met the one i lurve, i might consider option2... Hah, useless to lead a good life havin money and fame, but not love... I haven met the one who luvs me and i loves him lots too yet... I haven been to many places with those i cherish so much in my life yet... Hah, im not been emotional now too la... Just tat today's gastric really makes me mad... Makes me think lots tooo... Oh ya, must thanks guang's dad... =) but it really scared me wen he said "If you still dun take care and be careful, next time will have ulcer, den slowly, it'll develops to cancer" ..... Wo bu yao....


As the theme of my blog, i had said goodbye to him...

This week perhaps is my movie week... Went for so much movie session... happening week...

Friday took a rest, though... After work, went Babyface... with Ann and Sharon, and of course others... Ok la, happening nite too... Was in another super high and exciting mood...

Saturday, continued with my movie session... Oooh, went to Cathay to get the tics for as i reali scare the tics will be selling fast, and finally, sold out... Got 4 tics of You are my Sunshine... Headed to PS den to top out my prepaid card, and to register... Heh, i saw Peiling, and Yvonne... =) Finally, i joined em for The Wild... But, they've alrdy got the tics... so, i can only try my luck to see if i got the luck to get any vacant seat next to em not... And we headed to the Cathay...

Yea, luck is my my side... So watch this cute, and funny movie... And the kids over there seems to be enjoying it too... Keep shouting for Ryan... haha... Fine, jus got a little uncomfortable abt the name again... Ryan... Ryan... Enjoyed the movie with Peiling, Yvonne and Yin Wei (a just-known friendly, yet funny guy)..

Headed back to PS to as i've misunderstood the timing where i met baobeii and the rest... Tot is 7pm, but i forgot --- its 7.30pm... Fine... Went back to PS for shopping... for cloths and Jolin's latest album... Just then, someone told me meph will be coming along too... so, 4 of us went back to Cathay, to try to get another tic for meph.. But, he doesnt wanna watch, so we went back to PS again...

Well, wad a day... walking to and back of PS and Cathay... Brought a tee shirt upon the 10% + 15% discount... kind of very cheap... =p and got myself the Jolin's album... Had great fun with the 3 of em man...



You are my Sunshine is my 2nd movie for the day... beginning was like watching comedy man... laughing and laughing... Hah... Watched tis show with guang, baobeii and desmond (lata to be known as my beibao) ... Ok lo, tis shown aint as touching as i tot.... Hah... But seriously, i do enjoy the day... the movie, the dinner (toh the food isnt nice), the Labour day reheasal, the walk to esplanade, the esplanade's jokes... the trip to cine, the slacking session, the photo-taking session, the bluetooth session, and the journey back home... Seriously...

Met up with guang and des a few hours lata... hah... Cant sleep well.. got disturbed by the election thingy, again... Slept at 6, wake up at 9... Wad the hell... Den went back to baobeii place to meet her, and watched 2 espi of Er Mon Zai Sheng Bian...

Another movie...
Hah...This is a real nice and touching show... Mmmm, and got emotional again... about the movie's ending, and abt something...

Tears found in the theather is cuz im sad abt the story.. Tears found outside the theather is cuz im disappointed ---- the empty promises, the frnship like strangers, the cold shoulder and everything... Well, i've kept my promise, but you end up to be like tat... i've deleted the 247 sms... Fair... Let it go... im saying GOODBYE now...