Sleeping soundly, but this statement keep appearing in my brain, right beside my ears... "Dear Residents~~~ blah blah blah"... the election thingy, where the ppl drives and have those lud speaker... it lasted for the whole of morning, and i simply cant "sleep in peace"...

Another blow for me which makes me mad... 50dollars missing... wad the hell, another careless act of myself... it was just 2 months ago ince i last lost money... but today is a 50 dollars... Argh...

Well, i was in a super high mood for the past 2 days... so happy so relax and enjoyed myself so much... Ya, as for today still in a crazy mood... =p

Wednesday...



Watched the movie "Eight Below" with ryans and danny... Woah, it had been reali some time since we last meet up... Mmm, the movie is nice... real nice... Humanity and Perserverance... the love shared between humans and dogs, and the dogs itself... Touching... and real worth watching... They ain't selfish as wad we humans are... a movie that motivates me too... Real nice, i give it a 5 stars... =)

Followed on, is a trip down partybox to visit karen... Yea, still loves the plac... and u noe wad? The black thingy tat pasted on the door had been taken out... Hah, seems that things gonna change again...

Next place, went to Boat Quay's Blue Blazz... the pub besides PartyWorld... Hah, no much comments abt the plac... the only thing im please with is the karaoke system... seriously... Mmm, maybe u'd pay a visit den u noe how "nice" the place is... Heard of the condition of the place from ryans before, so had a mental preparation... But one thing reali makes me very uneasy is... the tap of the toliet isnt workin! Ok... at least the sofa seats still comfortable... Continued, Jay CHou's concert... jiang jun, luan wu chun qiu, piao yi, ti tian, ba wo hui lai le, huo yuan jia, lang man shuo ji, jian dan ai, qi li xiang and my own's qi shi jin shen, bu la ge, li xiang qin ren (finally, own solo), ni kuai le ma, and zheng yi zhi yan bi yi zhi yan etc etc etc... but sadly, one of the mic got low-batt so we cant sing Shan Hu Hai, and guess wad, none of the workin staff did anything abt it... Took picx of our phone using another phone.. fun... it marks a happy and yet, enjoyable day... =) and yes, SUCCESS IN KICKING SIGNBOARD! :）


Thursday, went watch Election 2 with jeff...



One comment... its very CHINA... the flimming scene, the sound system... The whole movie im only attracted to Louis Khoo...nothing special lo... a typical secret society movie.. jus that louis khoo aint reali very into the bad guys part...


Well, i see so many similarities in em... Shares the same habit, both good and bad, special ones and common ones... Both of them shares the same horoscope... And yes, ryans still owe me 2 slaps... lose me in 21... hmph... =P

EDITED POST: due to some prob... i edited the post and post it again...

simple life, no special ups and downs... my interview? no much comments abt it, just filling up the form, asking u qns n stuffs.... but the place is a childcare center... wish to work at tat place lots.. but... today is alrdy monday, guess the opportunity isnt high.... continued walkin down to tpy for another interview, as cashier... hah, i took a tes tfor tat casjer pos... and i passed it... reading, calculation, customer service, memorising, etc... but the moemorising section i nearly failed... poor memory.. Mm, let nature take the course ba... since school would start soon... 2 more months... would start to upgrade myself...



A tribute to Doraemon

Doraemon viedo... unlike those that we saw in tv wen we're young... tis is like a last espisode... sad... Worth watching...

Finally finish watching the 2 volumes of Meteor Garden II that meph lent me... but wad the.... he didnt have the alst volume with him... Argh, its like wacthing a show without ending... Anyone can lend me... cuz its alrdy at the climate part, where dao ming si had regain his conscious...

Said something very wrong to jeff on fri... reali sorry... im too tired and sleepy so just pop out those words hope he didnt reali get offended and accept my apology... still waiting for the opportunity to Bedroom Bar... the problem tat those adults have, mayb im not too sure too, i promised i wont take "their" things into our our affair..


missed the training on cashiering too.... was so sick and tired... omg.. looks like this job, i'll miss it too... well, jus hope i can recover fast and seek another job opportunity asasp before May approach...

I've a -monster- in my heart... one week didnt see him, kind of miss him ya... and oh, just saw calvin's msn nick and got a link to a gay couple's blog.... Well, not wanting to criticize em or wad.. respect them lo, everyone have the right to do anything as long as it didnt hurt anyone and feels happy, den why worry?!

Chating with that huoster - huo huo huo over msn now... lol... miss the times in partybox... hah, now his job is to go to diff pubs and kick signboard... yup, he's great, with ppl singing those A-grade Jay Chou's songs - an jing, ge qian, while he sing all the raps songs... cool... and it reminds me of last nite's superband where non-chinese sings si mian chu ge... Yep, i like Lucify, Qi-Nobe, Brods and Soul... Lucify and Qi-Nobe have those very rock band image.... then Brods's singing i like... and Soul's dance movement are good....

Hardly see Jay Chou smile... below is kope from ryan's profile....






Perhaps tomor will meet up to go kick signboard.. looking forward for tat.. =p

today everything turn into a MESS... omg... just because of the appointment i had in tpy den turns my today's routine to get mess out... Was intenting to go for an interview at bishan, a detal clinic... but wen i reach, its closed... imagine i take cab all the way down... TURNED OFF... hah... and look at the time, it seems tat its impossible for my plan 2 to be executed...


Another disappointing thing is... Ytd Jeffery asked me out to Zouk, he said dere's event and its wad MTV party... tot its just some kind of party, so i dint pay much attention to it and didnt promise him to go down... But l8r i found out... Its not a part... its Mtv Awards ceremony... omg... and tat nite JJ had a mini-concert over dere... hah... disappointed... but fine la, its not Jolin Tsai ma... jus JJ... =)

Going for another interview tomor... good luck to me... Asst teacher in some education tuition center... not much confident, cuz im jus an o-level holder... hah... no experience some more... but i hope miracles can happen lor... and i even tot of purchasing those revision bks to revise myself at all.. cuz the in-charge was asking if i can teach maths... primanry school maths... Mm, i've got a 6 for my O... with 1 page not done (cuz i didnt flip to e last page.. tot behind no more liao... -.-)... but i heard primary sch maths is getting harder... so, i'd improve myself just for tat job... reali~~~




Bedroom bar... sounds nice... going to have a look some day..

A quick recap for wad happen last week... Since long din update...

Spent my Good Friday with baobeii, Xinyi, Guang n Desmond havin the dinner at Shatec... Nice... Fun and i luv e atmosphere... Mm, but something is lacking... Slack @ PS aft the dinner, outside Mac, listening to all those craps xinyi and desmond shares... funny.... reminds me of our life in sec sch... no worries, oni laughters... hah, but as we grow older, things seem to be complicated... haiz... den went home again, but in the end, came out again to meet baobeii again... reason = stay at home makes me mad... esp on a weekend... Den we went Rush lo... My virgin clubbin plac... Mm, not as "wonderful" as i tot... kind of small lo the plac... hah... n dun hav the mood to dance... went to tat plac to sit down... funny...

Saturday... went club este again... with kenny, steven, alvin, amos, sharon, karen n christine joined us over dere den... looks like tat plac is the best to me... the atmosphere, the capacity of tat plac... n the band over dere rocks... Yep, saw elly on stage... she's great... hah, tat nite have a great pleasent mood... didnt got myself acting as a merlion... =P

The remaining weekdays are jus plain, yet simple...

Suffered from gastric again... 2 consecutive days... ppl advise me to drink warm milk.. but from wad i heard from karen, she kena scolded by doctor for drinkin those milk.. as she got admitted into the hospital for gastric... she more "experiece"... cuz those powder will eventually harden n stay in your stomach causing difficulty for food to digest... But someone else says, milk is a alkaline drink which stops the acidic gastric juice from flowing... Argh, no ideas... seems like i've to stop drinkin my fav tom yam soup... =x

Ytd while on my way to Central Mall, as promised Jun to go down take a look... but i got stuck in PS... lazy to take cab and i dunno how to get there by public transport... Suddenly a phone call came... Mmm, its from baobeii, sayin meph suggested a movie... hah, but my prediction tells me it will be postpone... So, better confirm the whole thingy first, if going for movie, den i'd say sorry to Jun for puttin him aeroplane - since i myself kind of "dun-wan-to-go".... But sianz, my 6sense and prediction so zhun... the movie thingy reali kena cancel... hah, and they suggested to slack at prata shop... Well, in the end went to Central Mall to see how's the plac is like lo...

The name of e plac is HOT SHOT... An exective ktv pub... reminds me of zola... very nice, the atmosphere is great to slack... but, defintely not a plac i wanna work in... N the boss, she can smile n laugh with u at the tables while drinkin, but she nv put on a smile nor do a self intro to u at all... But the waitress and kJ over dere are friendly.. N i even drank my soups over dere... hah... Great.. Love the sofa seats la... but, its really not like Partybox nor Espynol... Yep, and the name in full is Hot Shot Entertainment Pte Ltd... But ok la, ytd is jus to explore over there nia... not of any lose..


Brought myself a prepaid card, so at least i can still sms and give ppl miss call for the time being... I'll pay my bill asap, no worries..

I wanna myself to be happy, to live without worries...

Mm... recovering in process... 2nd day drinkin... ytd wasnt very nice... hah, drank too much, cant join in the fun to ST... tao yan... but christine u promise to bring me go gai gai one day huh... =P

Tuesday went central mall with kor... cuz is faith's bday... finally 18.... haha... mm, the place name is Network... quite a nice plac... but i feel tat the waitress dere like not workin one lehz... hur... n she even come n hug faith like wad... makin hQ jealous... =x alittle too much...

Ytd went back espynol though not workiin... christine's last day... Well, wonder without christine, how'll espynol be like...? second partybox...??! no, oh no....

hah, hated chivas green tea... eeks, it makes me drunk more easily... at least drinkin it with coke still ok...

Im ok liaoo... getting moody lesser liao... =) no worries, esp i realise so many ppl cares for me, still... Christine, Jennifer, the 2 sharons... baobeii... n him... keke...

Well, my outgoing service of my starhub line is terminated... owed em 500+ for hp bills for 3 months... argh... So do sms me or call me if u wanna look for me ba...


Recover soon... Pray for me...

Its my 4th consecutive day been moody and in a total sianz mood... Wad happened to me?? Suffer from bad cough and slight fever... makes me lost slp too... N i've all kinds of bo liao ppl smsing n callin me... It started with a guy who claim tat he got my numb from e telextext.. Butwen did i advertise myself on tv sia?? Den followed by a guy call kelvin/kevin/calvin (tis name hav many spellin)... den lata someone claim tat he've my numb from his frn.. wad e hell...

In the morning, a woman called... makin me pissed off... Here is our conversation:

Me: Hello... (in a sleepy tone.. cuz still slpin)
Woman: (silence)
Me: Hello...?
Woman: Lawrence... (talkin loudly and not -tat-polite)
Me: Wrong number
Woman: (keeping quiet for a few sec and continues) Lawrence?!
Me: u called wrong numb...
Woman: huh?! but u put your numb on the website?!
Me: (stood up from my bed and explain ~ well, explained it for hundreds of times)
Woman: (keeping quiet AGAIN)
Me:huh?? anymore thing?
Woman: u nv put down the phone..
Me: (*?$#!) huh? if u've nothing else u'd put down ma...
Woman: Ok lo! (damn rude and hang off with a loud bang)

Sianz.. real impolite...

Next thing... friendship issue... Mm, how shld i say lehz? Well, Life's short, and u muz cherish the opportunity to get the guy/gal's heart... But, at e same time, b considerate abt wad others feel... i hate ppl makin use of me, trying to find out somethi from my side n pull me into e issue... but, im glad enough to be dere wen u feel down, to console u, and to be by your side.. n aso, wen u're feelin happy, u've somethi to share, of course, i'll feel glad for u...

I understand tat for many ppl (nearly all la), will have changes wen he/she got a bf/gf, like kind of neglect frns by bits... But i hated it wen u sms me or call me tellin me things in halves, den kip e rest by yourself.. altho im good in guessin but sometimes i reali tired lehz... and im ji tao angry wen ppl dump me one side... hah, so be aware... well, mayb is my mood makes all simple things alittle more complicated la.. dun take it to heart... and baobeii, i trust u... n im so grateful tat u understand hw i feel of dun wanna get involve.. mm, well, even he wanna involve he aso cant break our frnship de k.. no worries :) Den for him, sorry huh, mayb me this piscean is much much more sensitive than u... Sorry k.. jus let me recover first... xie xie..

Well, forgot tis is the how many times changing into blog skin liao... i luv my prev one... ALL PURPLE... but bo bian, i hate the prob.. hah, tis time all blue... baobeii's fav color.. duh...



Ask yourself... no changes?

well, change a new blOg skin again... hah, due tO the prOb i encOuntered... haiz,sianz..i advise all who reads this, allows tis window to load finish... i dunno why.. but it reali need some time for my post to load... ha.. be patient k.. n continue redin... tks.. muackss...

it seems tat my illness is comin back... giddyness due to "lOw-blood-sugar/glucOse"...hah, last friday had a "white-out"... omg, wad's infront of me are jus white images... damn scary esp i was crossin the road... the giddyness comes wen im preparin to go to work.. i tot i'll be fine aft bitting some M&M chocolates.. but im WRONG... hah, once i stood up, the giddyness jus come back... n i couldnt walk so sat at the amk bus-stop n start msgin christine tellin her i cant work... of cOrse, i cant sit at the bus-stop fOrever ma, so stood up and force myself to cross over to the opp bus-stop... Argh, its scary, esp wen u're crOssing the road, where u cant see anythin... Eeeks, hate tat feeling...

den sunday went chomp chomp with wg and baobeii... den followed by east coast...went drink at Beach Cabana... Mm, nice relaxing place.. but too bad, very moody tat day... drank Screwdriver (which was actually some cvodka orange juice) , Sex on the beach (damn sweet... not nice...) and exchange with baobeii her Sliver Island... Mm, den we set off to Mount Faber... love the scenery to bitss... but similarly, wasnt in my mood...

dun wish to disclose why i wasnt in my mood... mayb as days goes by, he'll realise or we'll jus lost contact... who noes... I've nough of disappontment over given promises... i jus hate my personality n character to bits whereby i take wad others sa or do so seriously... Must change... Hated e moody days... esp u'veto force a smile on your face to please others -.-

added picx...


Look nice in specs?? Or... (like teacher alrdy rite...?! Great..!)


Without??

Ling ling ling ling ling... walking bell...


Starhub promoter... =x

I tot i can start everythi fresh again.. But i found out tat im wrong. Argh. Don wish to blog or drop post.. Just wan someone be by my side.. Pls.. I don wan to cry nor feel down cuz of those promise breakers le..

i- let it go, more relieve - i

Let me start blogging abt sat's trip to espynol... kind of kena force to go de... haha... well, no la, since i noe i'll be sianz n tink too much to stay at home, so... go lorr...

pretty moody tat day... keep thinkin n thinkin... shld i continue or jus give up... drank and drank.. n even pick up cigs... sigh, spolit my image to blog abt it here... but i just cant control myself.. mm but weird, not drunk at all... hah, cried countless times in toilet... hate tat me... so emotional... even talkin on the phone with him, cried too, he realised not? doubt it. cuz i reali pretended real well tat nite... a fake smile... hah...

but well, got very relieve ytd... i've sort out all my tots, n understood wad i reali wan... To be frank, i nv tot of wooing u nor declaring it to u... i just enjoy that moment where i can see you, talk to you, sms with you, etc etc... seeing u happy makes my heart contented, reali... I tot i can hide all this since everything went on so well.. but till tat day, suddenly realise of your coldness, your ignorance... hah, i understood wad i reali wan... is jus that frnship... zhen de...

maybe is i sensitive la... but its real obvious... but ok, we'll always be frn... yea, once a frn, always a frn...

Some ideas for you to declare your love to the guy / gal... if you're shy... ha, but this only applies wen he/she noes it but he/she diam diam...

1. If he/she reads your blog, try to incl in your post "If you're thinking wad im thinkin, pls meet me at blah blah blah on blah blah blah pm"

2. Make a cd with those songs which describes your feelings towards him/her... Eg of songs, lian ai da ren, li xiang qin ren, ji shi zha dan, bu guo yong gan, kai bu liao kou, bu de bu ai, ni bu zai, jiu shi ai, you yi tian wo hui, zhi xiang ai ni, etc etc... haha... den if you're shy to pass to him/her, can drop in his/her letter box..

3. Drop pass to the venue where he/she will be having exam... appear before to wish him/her good luck, but scare lata he/she distracted... so aft ba, but if he/she fail, u muz cheer him/her up and not get upset by his/her sianz face...

Yea, is me who tot all these.. together with baobeii and sister... ahha, the 4th one is sister suggest de... whaha... but no la, just tellin u nia... nv wanna anythi wor... friendly gesture...

yea, went out with baobeii and wenguang ytd... den someone dao lo, nv reply sms.. haha, ok la, now everythi is settle liao, hope no more this kind of silly stuff happens..

actuali meet to go kbox, in the end nv. Den say wanna go tm for movie, in the end changed to j8, den in the end nv watch. den sianz, change so many location, den in the end, we went take LRT... haha... my virgin LRT ride man... haha... got so many funny incidents dere, like 3 crazy ppl who jus came out from the woodbrige... -.-

well, i understand myself... at tis point of time, aft so many heart-breakin experience, i jus wanna a frnship, cuz it last and is very stable kinda.. xmas breakup had made myself soooo lost... hah, enough... edelynn is still the same edelynn, no worries and i'll continue my adventure searching for my prince, who dotes me love me and care for me, and sing feng for me... whaha...

no tears liaoo... yea, great ~ 987, i succeeded...

dun fall for the guy, let the guy falls for you...