Very moody right now at this point of time. ive not recovered from ytd... jus saw his blog... oh, so much thing happened to him, but he just keep it from me... maybe is not by intention, but obviously he dun wann share with me... i wont noe wad happen to him at all if i din read his blog... but he dint disclose wad actually happened to him la... to me, i always understand tat he had another gal in his mind... but i had never thought tat im jus a so-called fair-weather friend of his... wo zai ta xin zhong yi dian special de di wei ye mei you... zhi shi yi ge hen pu tong de friend...

emm... another thing... i've actually FOUND OUT who TOOK my phone the other day wen i was drunk. well, i noe its my own fault for not lookin aft my phone and drank so terribly much... but who the hell will imagine tat "person" will eventually pick up my phone and keep it into her own pocket? just like u normally places your footwear outside your house, the next day u leaves home for work den u realised its missing... im just so much disappointed in her lorr... looked aft me so well wen i was drunk and even called me the next day to see if im fine... hah..

How i noe its my phone and not the case of similar phone? nah... the marks i've made if u wanna deny n claim tat im forgetful or misunderstood, ive got nothing to say... the special feels ive wen i hold the phone, i can keep it in my heart, and take it tat myself is being over-sensitive... But, who the hell will dl absoulty the same games as yours?? monopoly, puzzle bobble, etc, big2 garden... so coincident? i doubt it... but, one thing tat i saw with my own eyes proven me something, and i just kept quiet, took one last glance at her, and walked off... I renamed my game folder in my menu as "you le yuan", in chinese characters... u still wanna say tis is out of coincidence??

no one will ever tot the person next to u, talkin to u, laughing with u, lookin aft u will be the one who makes u cry, suffer, n hate... she isnt sorry ba... still guang ming zheng da brings the phone to partybox... well, i noe this is online blog, many ppl will be viewing it... but, if i realii made a mistake of misunderstood her, den i'll apologise, sincerely... but now, i saw it wth my very own eyes... nothing is going to be coincident till this way ba... I noe her friend will be reading this, and i noe maybe she'll read this too... Since i post my blog this way, im not afraid her to see it. Moreover, im the victim. Same thing applies for her, since she dares to bring it back to partybox and let me see it, den she must prepare herself tat the owner will see it...

100 dollars?? if only the phone still contains me n shaun's picx n smses...

that nokia old flip phone cant compare to the present 7610 im using now... but, wad matter most to me is the memories i kept there... the sweet smses, the nice picx we've taken, his fav songs, etc... so much so much... 100$ im willing to pay lor... provided those sms and picx are still dere... cried like crazy last nite.... ytd i drop my vagine-tears in 2006... the one who stole my beautiful memories is actually someone i see nearly everyday... can imagine my feeling? but thanks to meph, hah, i boomed his hp with sms... actually not alot la... jus 2 msg whith 5 pages... and sweetheart, di yi shi jian listent to my latest news... =)

suspected tat both of em helped her too, but without evidence i dun wan say anything... Since things are over, den let it be... no point askin her... a price to pay, for my naiveness and easily to believe others attitude... nah... i rather i dunno the truth, rather i've not seen anything... i'll oni remain quiet and act stupid... but one thing for sure, my smile wont be put up for em always, anymore...

went bendemeer sec with baobeii on sat, to watch footdrill competition, but it seems like we've got nothing back in return... but jus some scary moment... baobeii took picx with my phone, n she claim tat there's someone behind watching over her. oh. i dun dare to watch... ah... n we jus leave the place immediately.

3 more days to 18th yrs old... true, like wad i told diamond, 18th yrs old is jus a number where ppl counts how old u've been living in this world... and 18 is jus a legal age where u can enter a clubbing area, smoke, drink, etc etc... same thiing for 21, where u can walked into the cinema watching RA shows... so, my 18th bday got no special meaning to anyone... life still goes on, for me, for u, and for everyone else...

aft the celebration, and the going-out with friends, i'll be back to a lonely me again...