today is april fool... and indeed... its my day... a day for those fools... hah...

mood now is terribly moody...shuper sianz... i blog ah blog... blog 3/4 liao,den this blogger windows suddenly say "sayonara, happy april fool" to me,and kena closed. Argh... wad the hell, its like $*?@! .......Mmm, maybe God think i shouldnt publish it ba... hah...??

well, ya la... den lidat... i give up lorr, i dun blog abt tat story... since everything is created in tis manner...

real moody... real real moody...anyone can let me hug?? suddenly very lost... cuz i noe, something will be differerent liao from today onwards.... i'll make it different la... ehh, 987 ah....i break tat new year promise liao la...tis time tis promise i'll just keep to myself... wen i succeed den i say ... if not i keep on breaking promises...

but seriously i nv wanna break these promises de k... if i can have a choice, i of course wanna change over to a optimistic, happy go lucky gal...with no worries, can *uck care wadever happen...but i just... sorry la... sorry to myself... my soul makes my body tired... makes myself feel so jialet... is myself who caused all unnecessary prob...u see, everytime think so much...sianz... now think until i headach... im jus kind of pissed off by myself... sorry baobeii and sister,for wasting so much of your precious time over that stupid useless discussion... sorry kor for being stubborn nv listen to your words of advise.. sorry if i had caused u to be unhappy abt tis matter... but seriously,i nv wan things to happen tis way...

well, if someone someone whom i hurt before read tis, i can tell u, god is giving a retribute to me...n wanna me to receive it 2x,or 3x,or even 10Xs...


the main actress in "my girl and i" once thanked the main actor for "giving her only beautiful memories"..... hah,i went home and think... do ihave any experience in rs where dere's oni beautiful memories??? well, no sad memories means no much happy memorable memories... den i realise lorr... if it wasnt my reluctance to let go and give up those relationship, i may be left with a more happy-memories-only relationship... Hah, wen his feelin fade, wanna end , no matter hw much u love tat guy, its of no use... ppl love to use tis phrase wad... shi ni de jiu shi ni de...

well anyway, tks for those who makes me smile... altho it fades off so fast... ha.. pai seh, tomorrow, tomorrow i'll be tat crazy scb edelynn again de...


another enlightening phrase, mm,or rather discouraging la... ah qiang said this to me before, wen im 16 yrs old : "You must learn how to take care of yourself, love yourself (don let ownself so emotional la... cuz its like anemotional abuse) before you can love him" ........


picx to post...



someone said tis is nice wor... haha...



So sweet... but wen it rains,it reminds me of dec9... hah... sigh...



My bao gui de star earing now oni left one sided...



Cry ah.... T.T




Broken heart is hard to mend...


My hp number kena listed in this website.... wth.. those who are free,kpos, or dun believe,can visit this url... ---> http://www.teckinart.com/contact.htm


Just finish with personality test... http://www.quizbox.com
den my result is... (extrated):

You are very serious about relationships
aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
You are afraid of failure .
like privacy very much
You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions

.Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now.