3.01.2006!
HandWritten on; 4:13 PM
gotta turn 18 in a few days time... hee.. kinda excited.. but mayb ppl bday aso approachin wor... hah, many ppl asked me wad i wan for my 18th bday... emm, tis is jus a short list of "guideline" la... actually anythi i get as long as it is from the bottom of your heart n is out of your sincerity, i'll luv it n appreciate it very much...
- if i have a bf... hah, i wan him acc me throughout the day... i start my celebration on 8th ma... from frns gathering to partybox... den hopefully the aft tat he'll acc me to east coast... to see stars and enjoy the cooling air of the seas... how romantic... den follow by the 9th nite, we've a dinner at kallang river dere... woah, i been dere once, luv the atmosphere... if is candle-light dinner lehz, den it'll be the best moment of my life ba... (oops, i started to dream liao...) den he give me a dozen of purple rose, with lavender.... actually those plastic-made roses i dun mind too... cuz it LASTS, and aso a HUGE my melody doll... whaha... i simply luv My Melody to bits... hee...
- but so sad, i got no bf... i wanna somethi more realistic la... to enjoy the 8th celebration with all my frns, buddies, baobeii, sweethearts, kors, sis out dere... for those whos not dere, some are forgivable, but some.... emm, i jus dunn wanna comment who la... but its jus out of your sincere if u wanna come anot.. 1 year 365 days, u cant sacrifice the day or rather jus a couple of hours to come? nah, den forget it... my bao beii havin her attachment needed to wake up at 5am aso come liao... den the rest... aiyah, its your choice la, whether u see it as a "celebration" or jus a boh liao day wishin ppl happy bday...
- Unrealistic gifts: N70, digital cam, personal lap-top,mp3 players... whaha... jus some unrealistic gifts... =p
Aiya, above are jus some silly little guidelines la huh... the main thingy is your presence on that day n if u enjoyed...
Lets moved on to other topic...
it seems that im not one of the shortlisted candidate for the olevel chines teacher thingy... im not jus disappointed, but very sad too... but i always hide it in my heart, n tell my friends "aiya, den nvm lorr"... actually i reali hate it wenever ppl ask me wad im doing in the day-time, studying? haiz, wad can i do den? ITE? not poly again of course, for some very personal reason... argh, mayb is jus ITE or i start to work liao lorr... But, i wanna STUDY! or, should i take my olevel english again? nahz... no difference too.... i guess i'll apply for relief teachin first... den take a step first before makin any conclusion...
Seems so near with the guy i like huh.. but.. he've another gal in his heart la... i noe i cant "outstand" her.... argh, mayb give me more time? for us to noe each other longer, so tat last time's mistake wont repeat again... i can jus ask his frn to help me, but, dont wan la... i dun wan his frn to hav the thinkin tat "i make use of em to....." or "am i real serious" kind of thinkin... he's my li xiang qin ren, but i dun think hui you wo de fen!