Before everything starts, pls visit this url... hmm, 3 mins? do a little survey for me, nv cuz u alot of time de... :) tks -->> http://kevan.org/johari?name=edelynn

Long din update post.. Mayb 1week alrdy ba.. Mmm, basically, i dun have much thing to say, n dunno wad i can say... Yea, bloggin is a very personal thing.. N i used to be very straight forward with words, even though i knew someone who i may offend read it.. Bu pa si.. But now, due to someone, i just wan to keep somethi to myself..

Last sat, 18 march 2006, marks an extraordinary day.. Filled with sadness, shock and.. A little bit of fear... Well, shouldnt enclose em here... But i muz reali reali thanks wenguang n meph or going down to ttsh.. Some pp will just don care, moreover u guys got events.. Ah.. Only can thank u n keep apologising.. N apologise to all my dear frns... I appreciate e understandin tat u all have huh.. Reali..

Now, no more partybox.. Kind of sad n cant bear.. My 1yr in partYbox.. Ya, seriously, its 1yr in exact.. Coincident or fated... I joined e partybox family, on 18march 2005 under christine.. N on 18mar 2006 marks partybox's last day.. Ha.. In this 1yr, i reali had a great change.. Physically n emotionally.. Became matured too.. :) quiet 17yrs old who keep quiet throughout became a little more talkative wen she met her 1st frn in partybox.. Sweetheart.. Followed by bell, novem.. Altho was attached at tat moment, her heart still flies around.. Ha.Many guys are by her side at tat time wor, but those guys are just little housefly.. =X

Aft e breakup on mid july, edelynn continues going down to partybox regularly, even wen she's off... Reason - drink - as drinkin can make her forget those unhappy past which makes her cry...
Wad abt those little houseflies? Continued to fly around her, showered her with sweet.Talks...
Many waitress come n go... Many disputes, unhappiness, and arguments... Edelynn leaved partybox once.. But came back again.. Ha... E place is full with so much memories.. So many houseflies.. Vin, jim, andy, deniel, jackson, william, johnson, weijie, alex, fx, cy, jm, etc etc.. E list goes on.. Haha..

N wen i lost phone, it reali teaches me a lesson, n enlighten me.. Wen lost k700i,it teaches me how to identify who are e houseflies, whose name are just stored under e contact list but not for contactin each other.. N wen i lost 6230, i noe, e one closest to u might be e one saboing u, betrayin u..

Too much memories.. From loving someone till kena love... Slowly know how to differniate between truths n lies.. N noe e impt of realistic... My fairy tale story had ended... N i noe e promises n dramatic stories i heard wasn't true, at all... Yea, wad sweetheart said was correct.. Abt e story of dao ming si.. Haiz, these guys reali, low-class.. =x now aso noe how to quitely admiring someone, quietly look at him, observe him, n find out more things abt him... hee... its kind of a sweet thing... but, nv let him affect your mood... cuz its another terrible thing..

Love have has something to do with 'realistic'... Trust, tolerance n sincere... May those readin my blog now find one soon.. N those alrdy found, appreciate it... Nv give one u love or love u a chance to get a hurt.. Cuz love is a very beautiful thing... Friendship n bgr... Frns, i cherish u lots! :)

Partybox go into history, but all e stories, lessons n memories will always be left in my heart, n mind..

Somethi to share abt my black 18 sat, before going down to partybox, went cp with baobei... N lata on, watched "Date Movie" with meph, wenguang n eddy.. Wad i wan share isn't how nice e show is.. But how lucky i am.. Ha.. Firstly, i drop one side of my favourite star-shaped earing.. Secondly, (this matter i din told e guys present.. Its kind of.. Gal's thing, but i just share it here la to let u noe hw bad.luck i am) e button of my jeans bottom came off.. Ha.. E one above your zip, not pocket one nor for design..Its e one u button, aft u zip.. Well if i'm with a belt den its ok, but.. Lucky i still have a hair clip to clip on it.. Thanks god.. But its not e end u noe, my shoe's stripe came off while walkin from meridien to cine.. I always have these unlucky thing with me.. Gosh, wad's wrong with me huh.. Within 2h, these 3 unlucky stuff strikes on me.. Black 18.. Ha.. N aft it was e phone call thing.. Ah.. Left tat aside la huh since everythi settled..

well, i asked myself, is this the kind of life i wan? no education, no job, no bf, i've got nothing at all.... is this the life i wan? Of course, my answer is a straight NO. so, im gotta carry on workin hard... till i reach my expectation of the kind of life i wan...