got a shock ytd. actually i knew this matter long ago wen i met my ex-polymates... but i jus tot its some playful act... perhaps many ppl would have heard abt the "nyp viedo clip" thingy... yea, its my group-mate... a very pretty n fun-lovin lady... always happy, cheerful gal... lost her 7610 n who noes the viedo clip kena spread around the whole sg... ytd den realise... wen it spread to partybox... aiyo, the person who took the hp is real CRUEL. firstly, u have alrdy made a sin wen u take somethi tat doesnt belongs to u... Its not only the pain wen u lost your phone, but aso all the nice picx, all your friends contact, and of course, the trouble to terminate the line n spend money again... Now, worst, spread the viedo clip around... and its a reputation of a girl u noe... imaging ppl do this to u, how will u feel? This world is soooo scary... Imagine lorr, a poly student at the age of probably 17 to oldest 20+ doing such thing... evil hearted... cruel... u can jus delete it or wad, wad for spread it??! its not fun... not worth playin at all... now its a BIG issue... well, "retribute"... one day dere'll be de..

went straighten my hair... loooks reali messy... ha, aft straightening i look neater... hehe.. altho its not going to last... only 10$ ma... haiya, n i dun like rebonding cuz to me, it dun last! n i hate sittind in the salon for hours... haha

went taos with baobeii.... oh, delicious ya...? next time we should try out s0mething else! before tat went sch with her too... aiyo, the unit... how can i help!!! must let them get some explosure la... tough training itself isnt enough... cuz its only us giving them the hard times... chinniah herself is always sooooo nice to em, now redcross isnt like a UG... seriously... if she wannna continue in this manner, might as well remove redcross from the UG list, and name it as First Aid Club...

They went movie... he went movie, she went too... everybody is heading towards the cinema!!! wad abt me??! workin, workin, and workin... haiz.... money ma... for money... haha..

end here... but i starts to miss him.. greatly... but i noe hes thinkin of ta de ta...

went to nyp ytd... hah, after tat xmas diseaster i promise myself i'll nv go to yck again... but no choice, ytd met bao beii for lunch n take things from eric... oops, i left his tee shirt in partybox office... hope its still dere! hah... bao beii is so sweet... n she was reali shock wen she hears im with sw! haha... ytd i was clearin my sins... be a hao ren for a day... whaha...

firstly, went down to nyp to meet eric... to change tee shirt size lorr... at bugis... near my workplac ma.. the shops is simply DIFFICULT to find.. no zhao pai... den around 6+ was walkin towards parklane liao... to work... its very early thou, but can relax n rest first ma... den suddenly sw called... i den acc him to suntec where he get present for samatha lorr... so SWEET! a HUGE pooh bear... wah, if a guy gets me a HUGE my melody i'll be very touched n happy like mad.. he's just simply s-w-e-e-t... totally different from tat saggist guy who break promises... den, around 730 he acc me to my workplac... den suddenly saw ryans sms... karen needs help! haha... went to bencoolen kopitiam n da bao for her... ha... my legs are so painful!

dislike that partybox transport uncle... backstab n badmouth ppl... i believe he once said me behind my back too.. but well, my conscience is clear.. ignore him. ytd karen n him quarrelled.. he la, say karen's bad words... ya, should blame me on my kponess la.. actually is my fault too.. should jus lsten n forget n ignore.. argh, he say karen din return him the $ for the medicine.. de i was just remindin karen... hah... den it comes le lorr... the uncle say he din say such thing... ha... wadever la... be it my fault or wad... if he dare to backstab ppl den shouldnt be afraid tat the person find out! moreover, im quite close to karen nowadays... im not those kind who joins ppl to backstab ppl de wor... another thing, he oni cares abt himself... example, nana (stayin at sewbawang), sharon (west coast), karen (moving to bukit batok) n me (aljunied), he'll send the 3 of them home first... think, its very far for me lorr... i can easily reach home in 10-15mins... but if i take the partybox transport, den... hah... 1h+ lorr... his reason is.. if he sent me home first, den he sent the 3 of them or any of them who take transport on that day home, he muz come back to town to pick up customer again... ok la, u concern abt your income i can understand, but he drives sooooo sssllloooowwwllyy... i cant stand it... neither others...Any hao ren wanna send me home... i rather walk home or wait for the 1st mornin bus... hah...

~im not sure if is reali like or jus simply a crush~ i din sms him this few days... hah, nothin to ask him... nah, im jus scare of ignorance... who wanna help me??!!!

had a mini gathering ytd with my ex-polymates... enjoyed... went to swensen for ice-cream... n cant stand edison n nic's dirty thinkin! ha... will be posting up the picx soon.. wait for me!

look for shaowen too... wha, he's very tall wor... nice too... haha.. but i seriously have difficulty finding the world of sports... located at the corner same level as the food gallery... oh... who'll ever tot it'll be located dere...

ha.. was damn unlucky ytd.... spolit my shoe on the bus... hmm how should i describe lehz? the part jus came off n u cant wear it at all... so awful... wen i alight the bus everyone is staring n lookin... the oni thing i can do is kip dragging n draggi.... it gives the effect more that i injured my feet rather than my shoes spolit... [english losuy... wad spilit... got proper word de] den oni can drag and drag to the nearest shop sellin shoes... whaha... finally... n im so relieve.. DMK... quite branded ba... but give me such a prob... oh... my black thurs... wha..

ytd nite receive a shockiin news too... abt partybox... sad... im reali very sad... a place of memories... happy, sad, frasterating... wen i joined partybox, im indeed a silly, naive n simple gal... still having her childish tots, still dunno hw to think... till learning to give up the one she reali luv... ppl like her, ppl luvs her, ppl wanna noe her, ppl bluff her, ppl bully her, etc... she then aso met someone who makes her happy n luv him whole-heartedly... she learnt the meaning of "love isnt how much u give in, u'll get back the same thing -- love is not a back"... she aso understand "bu zai hu tian chan di jiu...." wen she finally put down the guy who she luvs, she meet the guy who she likes... admire ba... she long long time din an lian ren le... ever since secondary sch... tis 11 months on-and-off, she had reali learnt alot... learn to believe herself, n not others.. n have a stand in her decision... now dey say change boss means change boss? muz i reali let go of all the memories? lost hp, no hp, means forget him.... den nw... no partybox means forget EVERYTHING.... ah... it had became a part of myself le... the plac where i have my memories... satisfactory aft a day of hardwork... on valentine... 2k sales with 3 woman...we made it... =) memories nv erase... tats what he told me... yea, with ytd, den i aso believe tat i nv regret my decision le...

valentines day over liao.. hah... kind of okies la abt ytd... went eat japanese food with alouis... hah... was very FULL... n enjoyed too... suppose to start work at 6am but everym 1 hour lata gonna to start work 1 hour later... actually can go movie de if she inform me early. den in the end went kbox... hah, a place of happy memories... yea, saw guowen dere, he's workin... so excited n wen he serve our room we chat n chat... den, oops, suddenly his tray knock to the tv ar... den all the mugs n cups fall... oops... den its 8 liao, asap left for work.. valentines day n its indeed busy.. with karen mc n ryans off day... hah... but its okies la... he came down partybox ytd... kind of happy.. dunno why.. ha... but we dun talk much la... =)

gave off 2 little gifts for valentine... a braclet n a ear stuck... hee... cuz its last min de so din spend much $ on packaging too... hey, its of my heart de wor... so muz appreciate it okiss.. althought its kind of not so expensive... but... ha... piscesean are xi xin de okis... =P

valentines day morning... at around 3am chatted with shaowen over the phone...oh no, its him who cause me to have not enuff slp! chatted till 8+ in the moning... ha... was talking abt horoscope... abt saggist n piseces... hah... how come nowadays guys believe in horoscope too?!

tis is wad i discovered aft the talk abt saggist that i feel is true (shaun's horoscope)
~ saggist very easy to bian xin... but wen he luv a gal, at tat point of time is whole-heartedly de... very faithful de..
~ saggist will rather let the gal hate him den to miss him terribly aft break up..
~ saggist is reali very staight forward

den aso shared with him abt pisecean character... ha, samatha aso piscesan mah... hehe.. so coincident... hmm... piscean is very imaginative, creative, emotional, confused, very difficult for her to reject ppl cuz she thinks for ppl abt hw the opp feels, she is aso very romantic n hope her story is like fairy tale kind... ha.. she luvs the beach n the waves... ha... alot alot..

mayb i began to have hao gan in him liao... ha... finding reasons to see u again... but...im SHY... so u muz take the forst moves okie... =P

valentines day approaching... ha... its sure its gonna be a lonely valentine... but who cares? i still have my dears n darlings to pei me... heh...

Congrates to those who had done well for o... hmm... i jus applied for nie.. hee... prayin everyday lor.. haha..

eh? is he the one? hah... i guess nope ba... he jus "pass by" only... dun think too much, den no much hurts too.. let god makes moves for us, let fate makes the decision n let nature takes its course.. but yea, i smiled... n enjoyed... =) nah, pisces tend to think too much n make unrealistic guesses, but tis time not going to le.. but one thing, he's cute... ha...

emm... sw said he thinkin to go nursing??!!! ha, jane, u've a junior liao... muz take care of him huh, zai ze me shuo ta ye zen ji help us before.. whaha... but, it looks alittle funny if sw is in uniform... haiz, he happy jiu hao lorr hor..

yea, unhappy abt HER... u mean u muz order millions or thousands of jugs or spent millions to billions of dollar den u've the RIGHT to check hw many jugs u've ordered?? its her duty to help on the customer's enquiry.. n its reali rude to tak back the "spolit" mic jus lidat... ha... but nw i learn to let go liao.. dun care liao.. for wad argue? let her be den... haiz, wheres the edelynn of last time?? hah.. i've change... reali..

last nite aft work went watch "season of love"... ha, pretty sweet in the beginning.. i like it... the romance is simply pure n realistic.. but i hate the endin... all couples break up, or one party die.. omg... so sad... but one part of the scene i nearly cried.. ha.. nearly la.. except the tears din rolled dwn to my cheek.. controlled well! its somethi i heard from him... n i noe its true for me... ha... u're a good gal, so wil meet a better guy.. blah blah blah.. haiz, guys love to use tis sentence, arent they?

no courage to love again? well, if someone gives me the surprise, the care, the sincere n the courage, maybe i'll go for a try... but, im jus afraid, the output will only be hurts, regrets n tears... nah... dun give me sweet talk nor empty promises k... dun give me hope n let me fall... im the kind who will think alittle bit more than others, so... dun...!

nothing special... hah, jus got a new gan didi... younger than me 2 months.. hmmm quite sianz to hear him ask, honestly.... =p lalala... went back sch jus nw for redcross.. scolded them like hell.. but in the end during recreation n cheer-leadin we reali have fun like crazy ppl.. haha... JANE!!! COME BACK TO SCHOOL!! WE NEED U!!! ha...

today olevel result release... haiz, u promise u'll call back de.. n i believe u'll... but why?! dint meet your expectation? i dun dare call him.. cuz i dunnno hw to console ppl.. seriously...

recover. tis is a sure yes yes yes. felt alittle sour to see another him deciding to woo anther her. nah... i see the "flirt" point of him... since he dun like her liao, why still ruin him n her? haiz.. love is a complicating tool.. nahz... troubling ppl oni...

put him down liao... no ppl for me to miss alrdy... whaha... though was alittle disappointed wen he didnt reply my sms nor calls... nah, tis oni shows he is not tinkin as im thinkin... whaha... hmm if he reali cares den he'll surely reply or call back de.. busy? i doubt so..

whhuh.. olevel result gonna release.. reali will go apply nie... pls wish me good luck.. n nie, pls ACCEPT me!!

had been many days no update liao... whaha.. as i've said in my prev post n tags, no more cryings for guys! hmm, so god put up some test to see if ive reali recover.. guess wad, cny eve got to noe from him tat he had a gf liao n scare she jealous (wah, so carin twds her hor --im a little jealous la) den aft tat saw the jianming at partybox, the guy who claim he's going to get married... he with the gal.. he stupid silly fool, wadever song he wanna delicate, or change coin or order drinks, he ask wenji to do it for him.. he scare of me meh? den another day ryan suddenly come tell me shaun is at kbox.. shocked n surprise... saw him too.. im jus the same old friendly edelynn.. initiated with a warm hello... n ends with a daoness... lala.. who cares... in the above 3 events i did shed tears.. hah... but its not cryings.. its reali not... u see the difference?!

so long liao, ytd suddenly have a "sour" taste.. i noe its a taste of jealousy... im jealous...! ohh... its good too, it shows i forgot shaun n give up le... 80%... whaha...

haiz, tis world is too ugly to have fairytales n true luv liao ba.. hmm even if have it aso wont happen to a 17 yr old gal... deres still a long journey lor... who will be so "chang qi" to acc me thru the 10-30 yrs journey? now its still time to play la... moreover, love is jus a game... indeed... if its not, why are dere players in it?