1.11.2006!
HandWritten on; 2:05 AM
stayed at home for 2 days liao, so nothing much to say... jus elaborate on the "waking up from fatasy"...
many ppl tell me to forget abt him, incl e friendship.. frankly speakin, i cant bear it... but... even if its to call him up, i feel weird too... i reali muz "throw" all my pride for tis guy ma?? no point alrdy la... he dun treasure it... Guowen aso said b4.. if the guy reali lurve u, he'll like to see u sticking to him all these de... den the 1st one month of the rs, nv ever put in 100% commitment... 1st month is always a trial period... wadever it is... i dun wish to tink abt wadever he said izzit true anot... i dun wish to keep tinkin if he's serious or jus playin me out too... Anyway, dey said im e first... dunno.. no ideas...
ya, monday went to temple with van, cuz somethi is troubling her heart too... so 2 young 17yrs old gal went to the temple n qiu qian.. hmm... its always good to ask buddha abt those things u're unsure of n she'll guide u.. but of course, dun b too superstitious... N eventually, buddha did give me a good guide wor.. i understood liao... =) anyway, aso found out tat I CAN MARRIED EARLY! if i did, somethi will defintely happen... oh, ive another 10 yrs to go to meet my prince... Does it mean i've 10 yrs to cry??! i dun wan la..