1.26.2006!
HandWritten on; 4:43 AM
siimply dunno wad to update here anymore... hmm... a plain n boring daily routine... wake up, dinner, go work, den slp... nthin special.. felt tat those who suppose to b dere not longer dere anymore.. or jus am i bein too sensitive? sweetheart no longer dere... ha... mayb its for the decision i made tat had cause so many ppl to run away??? nah.. no matter wad, i dun wan n i restrict the word "regret" to cum in my life anymore.. hope u understand why im doing it lor... try puttin yourself in my shooe... 100+per week dere's no way i can survive de.. no daily or monthly allowance from parents de orhzz... so i muz do wadever it takes to earn myself a living... m i right to say tis? hmm... i noe its alittle dis-respect.. but i feel its of no choice.. going over to find all over spore, would rather better to go back to the place where i noe most of the ppl.. ya? jus hope u guys will understand.. not going to live in the world of regrets nor hesistates anymore.. oni a "sorry"... dun assume tat i go back is for wad~wad~wad... im not.. actuali u noe, i was planning to go dere for mayb some days tat i do not have schedule n is free.. but.. looks like things went wrong again...
hah... anyway, workin life is complicatin...esp in pubs.. =x
tomor will be going back to sch.. ha.. aso dunno go back for wad.. but met jy dere liao.. hmm.. pray hard tat i can wake up in time uh...
sweetheart if u tend to see my tis blog, do sms me.. nah, i lost your contact numb... =x