New year, new resolution. New me, new edelynn... hee.. sounds very much like a poem ya?

using 7610 nw... hee... luv tis phone to bits esp with the "special meaning" behind... well, in this yr of dog, i've reali given down my hope n luv for lemon alrdy.. i guess i wont disturb him or interupt his life anymore liao ba... muz forget tis guy utterly... u noe, ytd i was sms-in with him.. i had alrdy forgotten the luv tat we used to share... till he told me "k la.. i going chinatown noe liao.. talk to u some other days... keep on msging with u lata my gf jealous... tataz... take care"... hah... iim no more sad nor heartbroken wen i see tis msg... but simply feel the anger n hatre... wad for he tell me all tis? u can jus simply say u going out or wadever etc... tell me abt your gf for wad? u mean u scare tat she'll be jealous? hah... once u aso afraid i'll be too.. but in the end u aso break all your promises... u're a jerk... a freat flirt... hate u to bits... well, anyway i cant blame u since its your hand, n your mind... go n tell her all your empty promises ba... n aso, i pity tat gal very very much if she reali luvs u... but... if she aso the same kinda as u, den i muz tell her to jia you... im not going to tink back abt the past anymore...

im going to "transform" into a new edelynn... hah... sounds difficult but i'll do my best...

firstly, no more tears for guys... no more easily to commit... even if i commit nw, the one who get hurt n finally cry, is still me... anyway, deres no forever luv... 18yrs old.. u tink its possible for a guy to luv me for 10 yrs n finally get married mehz? impossible... ppl married aso will divorce... i dun wan tis kinda thing happen to me... mayb nw its time to play ard ba... or rather fool around like wad some guys did... but as a gal, i wont go flirt around... hee... nahz, mayb god wans us to meet all kinds of wrong person before u meet the right one.. cuz by den u'll noe hw to cherish him/her... hmm... i dun wan cry anymore liao le la... every relationship de beginnin is so beautiful... so sweet.. but wen it ends, its either of hatred, tears or regrets...

secondly, will do my best, my very very best if i get into nie tis year.. will be workin very hard... will jia you.. so tis few months will be my last few months slackin around... promise!

den, wadever ppl said, i dun wan go bother so much... misunderstood me anot.. let it be.. i dun wan to be the same old edelynn who used to feel down easily wen ppl give me a bad remark... haiz, life muz carry on still... i jus wan to lead a happy n smooth life... i muz have a stand in myself aso... hah...

march will b 18 liao... will i be alone? or...? haha, who cares... as long as im happy..

anyway, 987 who left msg on my tag.board.. im sorry huh... misunderstood u to be "someone" alrdy... hah... zi zuo duo qin u see... sry... nah, impossible for a guy who like to hurt a gal so much to write read my blog... he had alrdy had not enuff time for gal liao lor... =x


lastly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!