a few days ago i saw weisheng in bus.. he took my numb ma, den i was jokin abt... everytime i store his numb, my phone will got lost... a few days ago, dan was askin me to b careful with my phone dun make lost.. ytd i was tellin ryans i wanna buy 1GB de memory card.. nah, noe waD? i lost my phone again... Cried... Angry... Hated myself sooo much... wad happen to me last nite??! argh... i reali hated myself damn lotss... ya, ryan is right, no ppl ask me to drink till drunk de.. hah, i tot drink le n slp well n forget abt him... nah, at least it wont be as bad as cryin to bed ma.. but last nite is reali my fault la... a gal shouldnt drink till lidat.. guess where i slp last nite? arghss.... u guys guess... hmm.. its defintely a clean plac... neither someone's hse nor hotel la... lol..

rmb tat time wen i lost my k700i, jenn was tellin me abt god wanna me to lost n forget those memories of jianming.. haha.. n aft i lost my k700i, i get to noe shaun.. tis time lehz? lost 6230 means god wanna me to lost all the memories of him too? the sms, the picx... the songs he sent tat he said he like? den tis time i lost my phone who will i met? who'll be dere to tease me abt "losing things".. who'll be dere to "teach" me hw to take things? who'll be dere to come all the way down to partybox n ask ryan whos tat gal who lost her phone? i guess tis time no one will be doing it liao.. i miss him!!! hah... tot drinkin n get altttle drunk will makes me slp well wothout missin him n cryin to bed.. nw tis lost-hp-incident makes me rmb the past again... hah.. will u be readin tis? well, im not in my fantasy nor dreamland anymore.. jus hope i can still have the opportunity to noe u as a frn again... i hate myself sooo much.. nah, im jus the stupid n silly edelynn who crys damn easily... tot of doing all kinds of things tat u hate your gf will do, so den i can tell myself tat "im not your kind"... but.. wad i got is jus regrets n guilt... im not askin more la.. jus dun wan to be foes with you.. you get wad im tinkin?! u aso the stupid one... i had seen the impossible for us to be back as a couple liao, but jus miss n will tink back of the past memories n so-called promises.. tats it.. n i jus hope to be able to be frn.. why u can be so selfish n petty?!

i dunno wad im doing last nite.. ha... lost phone again... got drunk again... but well, i reali not the kind of gal for him.. he dun like his gal to drink.. but i jus luv drinkin so much.. =x false statement.im willing to give up anythi to the one i luv de wor... ha.. but so sad, no ppl appreciate nor wans...

talk abt the phone i wan.. hm... not picky anymore.. any phone, with memory card, mp3, cam phone can liao... but i quite like ryans phone.. hee...