at library now... jus help him searching the zhange fei advertisment over the magazines... but got nothi... before tat i went to the osim HQ to look for it aso, but true enuff, i oni got the brochure without the advertisment of fei ge dere... he need it for his proj, as it is around 5% over the 20%... hmm... i got nothi to do at home ma, jus feel like helpin a frn with it... hopefully i will hao ren you hao bao, next time wen i need somethi ppl aso will help me... :) but i din manage to get anythi.. search over the webbie too, but nothing is founded... *anyone readin tis, if u've lots of i-weekly at home, dun mid help me search for the advertisment wor... the one with zhang fei promoting the osim iDesire... haha... im so kind huh..

saw cat ytd, he work pass espynol ma, den he gave me a "hello, long time no see" smile... well, its me the one who took everythi so seriously in the past ba... actuali nothi de, den took everythi sooo seriously... he's avoiding... reali... my sms, my calls, he can jus ignore em... Jus dun understand why guys luv to ignore these sms... its my 1st time... fine, i've put everythi aside liao... but its somehow alittle sour to tink of cat wenever i dram of the memories i had with lemon... its somehow "ruin" at tat point of time ba... but cant blame cat too, its myself unsure of my own feelin, till both of them quit from the game... its lemon -- the one n oni tat i cry for n missed... haiz, wadever it is, i've lost the both of em, be it rs or jus purely frnship... I tot myself had alredy forgotten all abt lemon, but... its jus myself puttin him aside, doing all kinds of tings for other ppl n myself to put him aside. Wen im alone, nothi to do, my mind will tink of those memories again. Haha... mayb its jus like wad kenneth said ba, cant force de, the more u force, the more u cant forget, n it'll be more pain... Wadever it is, i've recover slowly liao... many people esp lemon, used to said, i've a lovely n bright smile... n he luv seein my smile... but i guess, my smile wont be on my face often liao... cant deny, i luv my own smile too, but these few days takin picx using my hp, i realise my smile bein alittle un-natural liao... haha, no ppl makes me smile liao.. Rmb once someone told me b4 at partybox (if im not wrong is jimmy ba), he said the most attractive of mine is my smile, cuz i smile easily n it made ppl feel warmth... (haha). lemon tried capturing the picx of mine wenever i smile.. but he often fails... n tis is wad i told him "u luv seeing my smile so much, if i allow u to capture my picx, u'll be keep seein my picx on the phone n wont make the effort to make me smile liao... " whaha... but i guess today's lemon, no matter izzit smile or tears, it wont melt his heart nor cheeer him up liao...

argh. put him aside first... tears drippin down liao.. haiz, the most heart-breakin part is to see him who once appear to be so caring n sad wen u cried, change over to someone who dun bother at all wen u cry... even its a frn pos, he did care too, he did speak in the soft tone tat i luv hearin to ask me not to cry.. but wad i got now is NOTHIN... i rmb last yr in july-aug, i hang out at partybox wenever im off... to drink n to pass my time.. the reason is to forget guanda... now lehz, is to forget shaun,... ok la, altho is jus 2 weeks, but i experience alot alot liao... nevertheless, i've bein for 1 week cinderalla... whaha...