1.17.2006!
HandWritten on; 4:53 AM
another moody day for me... i dunno wad am i doing nw aso... jus attended the interview at kbox... hmmm, i reali dunno wad's so interestin abt the job tat made him stay for so long... late 1min = dedcut $10... uniform muz pay for $20... n wad, the pay before deductin cpf is 1050... den aft deduct will be very much lesser liao lor... new yr have no double pay... n yet he can be so committed to the job... WHY???? hmmm, i admire his persistence, n the commitment he had for his job, reali... but, is alittle blind liao ba...
missed him again... wen passin by tampiness mrt, recall all tat he said abt kbox, kbox, kbox.... had a feelin to call him... but... i hesistated... wad'll he tink wen i call him up and ask him abt kbox things... will he tot i still tryin to cling on him?? will his mood b spolit upon hearin my voice? will he jus give me a cold attitude tat will let me regret of callin him again? i den kept my phone one side...
i jus felt tat somethi is lost in my life... the meaning, the happiness.... i dun have wad otehrs have....