12.16.2005!
HandWritten on; 2:24 AM
lata gonna start work... 7am... so tired...
im still in a close-mood, not very energetic, still a quiet introvert... hmm... jus had a BAD n BLACK friday... its the first time where i felt so blue n first time had the breaking down feeling ever since im with him... nahz... its love ba... but now everything ok le... its the same prob of dunno hw to express myself... im not those kind of gal who keep tellin her darling hw much she luv her... but im more on the sms-kind... i'll do all in sms... mayb is a wrong communication channel ba... i tot somethings dun have to declare? hw cum nw make it tat u tot i wasnt serious... n im reali still very lost wad reali leads to our quarrel... hmmm... jus tat he misunderstood i dun trust him?! nahhh.... jus dump wadever tat has happen to the corner... its jus a misunderstandin... n i DEFINTELY WONT LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN...
to others, he's reali good in sweet-talks... but i chose to believe... jus cuz of the word "trust"...