12.29.2005!
HandWritten on; 3:37 AM
hah... took quite a several days to have the "clear" mind to write up this... terrible xmas... my nitemare wasnt on xmas eve, its on xmas... he left already... but can i do one last very silly thingy for him?? let me wait for him... i admit i still have alittle cant let go but... jus let me stay in the storeroom of fruits ba.. one day the lemon wil either bein used up or will go rot... nah... ppl sing "zhu wo shen ri kuai le" already sounds so ke lian.. me?! im singin "zhu wo shen dan kai le"... still got joke la huh... im normal.. hee..
stayed at home isnt reali a very gd way to forget all the hurts... no choice... the whole world is verybz.. i overcomed the hardest period alread... so i guess i can carry on too... argh.... i miss him lots... but he promise we'll still b frns... let me jus keep quiet.... cant comment alot here... jus keep all to myself... all my happy tots, sad tot.. n suicidal tot =X
whuhu.... lets talk abt a little happy thingy ba.... dre's 2 ppl who i said i look like Rong Zu Er... the hK singer... whahaha... jenn said its a criticism for her... whaha...
i once tot lemon n lime were both fruit... its under the same cateogory as both of em are sour.... blah blah blah... so both lemon n lime are bein put together n no one oppose the idea... Ya, altho quite many ppl give neg comments la... but dere're still be packed togeth in a same box.... but as time goes by.. things turned out differently...
lonely xmas... i dun wan a lonely new year! i dun wan a lonely valentine!!! i dun wan a lonely bday!!!!