12.18.2005!
HandWritten on; 2:53 AM
i reali dunnno hw to start with my blog today... hmmm, mayb jus start tellin abt wad happen ytd ba...
had my lunch with lemon @ 126 geylang... the one sellin hk dian xin... but before havin it got gastric pain... who noes aft eating even worst... den he sent me home lor n zzz...
went to work with him n he brought bk n kfc... lol...
someone gave me a great surprise wor... his arrival n his
tiramisu... heh... he made by himself de wor... im the first to eat it... hee... like it... pretty sweet, but its too late... i waited for him for some time but we din contact each other aft an occassion.. but he was actuali very busy with his work (jus realise it) ... den i gave up... tis is perhaps a regret is our life ba... whaha... finally realise tat meaning which xiezhi said :: "wen u like someone, be brave to tell him or her or else u'll regret in your life..." hmm but he still pretty nice... to send me home... n talk with me on the phone... but im clear with one thing la... i already attach le... as he've said : "wad else can i say, u already got bf"... ok... tks for cat's understanding... n he wish me happy... tks tks... he nv make me feel difficult n i reali appreciate it. i noe i've already attach so i wont go 2X hurt 2 guys lor... as i've promise myself aft caoyuan&vincent-incident i will be very SERIOUS n CLEAR abt my feelin le... wont do things jus for the sake of another party n in another way hurt all the ppl involove... i jus realise hw much i feel for lemon durin fri's quarrel, but at the same time i aso wake up... i rmb wad i learnt aft guanda's incident... muz na de qi fang de xia or else zui hou shuo shang de hui shi zi ji... i'll be faithful to lemon of course... but i jus cant deny i do feel alittle for cat still =x jus blame tat me n cat dun have the
TIAN SHI, DI LI & REN HE...
say till so much, lata ppl will jus feel im san xin liang yi... lolz... wadever it is, jus let nature take course...
n one more thing, lemon said he'll cook fried rice for me! hee! i'll jus wait n see if he kept his promise...