
10.20.2005!
HandWritten on; 10:05 PM
Story had ended. Ya, jenn is rite, and he's rite, and im sensible enough too... Wad we left for each other de mite be ke xi tat luv each other but cant b toget... but, we had left precious memories too... simple holdin hand, hugs n..... mayb i shouldnt reveal so much ba, cuz in ppl's eye im a 3rd party... i dun wish to ruin ppl's marriage de... but u noe, feelings... n wen we noe each other, wen he touches his heart, he was reali single.. well, forget it... 3 consecutive nites and we had gone the action deeper n deeper... but... we talked things out liao...he's going to married soon... he got a fiancce who luv her alot... alot... they are aso so compitable, no matter is looks or family bground... but me, jus a typical normal gal who has to work and earn $ fo myself, n tak public transport n eat in normal coffee shop... but he's the opp! altho tis few days we toget reali see him happy, and myself happy aso... but, we're reali not meant for each other... not jus his marriage but aso our bground... im not a normal gal with normal family bground lor... compliated bground too... 2 mothers... well, but wad can i do? nothing... its alright de... since we had agree le... n guess wad, from nw on he'll be takin me as his sis... to take care n to dote on... but can i reali tak him as my bro? well, even if i cant, will tis world change for me? 9 mths d luv story i had aso give up le, moreover he's just 22 days... nvm abt the past... jus wan to hear good news from him tat he's happy... all the best my dearest kor...jus blame us for noeing each other late... n tis realistic world...wad happen ytd? shhh... its absoulty a bi big secrect... i cant posslble tell the whole world hw bitch i am ba... but guys n gers, frns, buddies, sis, bro, sweetheart, dear and darlings... pls believe me, i aso dun hope for tis! i reali feel bad... if wad he said is reali true, den i've no more regrets... at least, the one i luv, share the same feelin as me.. n im the one... we are jus lack of fate...God, he mus be xin fu out dere wor... since u dun allow me to, den she mus! hee... i may b silly la... but no choice... ;)