Wow... i finally back to post something! I forgot how many months or even a year or longer since I last made my entry here...



Well, how've I being? 3 words descibes all: Happy, Loving, Above satisfactory!


And as in my very previous post, my dear someone special and I had come together, and we just celebrated our 1st anniversary on the past 5th.

He's probably the only and last person I'll love for this lifetime.

• Someone who change his bad temper and give in alot to me.
• Someone who knows what I'm thinking without me having to say out.
• Someone who understands me and the inner real me.
• Someone who'll worry and really take in care and concern for me.
• Someone who I can trust.
• Someone who had never lie to me before (despite knowing saying the truth I'll be unhappy).
• Someone who compromise and behave like a little child like me

It's him. It's my dear.

Happy 1st anniversary!
A special day to mark our love...
The way we had being thru after all difficulties.
LOVE, trust, communication, loyalty :)

Edelynn is a happier Edelynn with her dear around...



有你在身旁 才是真完美 ;)

:(

Reading the following lyrics, you will know what happen and how i feel....

不用相信 我对你表白的感受
只要知道 我们是永远的朋友
我没想到 你怕了我过火的温柔
别让一场相识美丽都变成丑陋

所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远

曾经以为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心 还会不会寂寞

你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留

其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （我不怕会伤心）

对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一
还微笑祝福你

爱情总让人折磨

所以我们才选择 做比情人更好的朋友...

Well, let fate decides then... Anyway, think thru already, im very lucky now already. Two years ago, i only have the chance to stare at him far far, but now I'm some1 close to him, atleast we can sms, talk to each other everyday, and im even the 1st person to call him every morning. Shouldnt be more greedy already ya?

I'll and I should let fate decides then...

Good luck, edelynn!

A few days ago, I got very emo... After hearing Michelle's risk of suffering from High Blood Pressure, and Denise's friend just died so suddenly due to some heart problem, i felt tat life is really short. I was suffering from headache due to the hang-over the night before. And im thinking....... what if i fall asleep and never wake up? what will happen? who will be sad, regret, and cries for my leaving?

Recently also too many articles about those people suddenly fall down and died on the way to hospital, or those people died at home but no1 aware of it... Really sad.


I think.... I should make use of my blog, to declare and shows my appreciation to those friends out there, be it if they're reading anot... If really I just die like this, please, some1 please print out this page and let those whose names are mentioned below, knows their importance to me in my life.


My dearest: I dunno why I just love him so much. I guess he can never be replaced. When I'm with him, I will smile and laugh, I just feel very happy. When I received his calls or sms, my heart just pumps even faster. I apprecaite his presence in my life. I love the way he tot of me when he's free, and those attention and care. The 2carat story, please dun forget.


Jane: Our friendship grows since in Red Cross. Met many happy and excited stuffs, as well as some unhappy ones. Missed those super "on" time while chasing Chinniah for our Red Cross camps (tho till time still never hold), and wanting to take part in Red Cross Talentime. You saw me meeting my very 1st serious relationship, and walked thru me those "failed" exapmples. Really love you! Baobeii always.

Michelle Poh: Dunno why i immediately tot of your name after Jane. Maybe is the everyday-seeing-you ba? But really, you are like my big sister, and our tempo is the same... Hahaha.... Love those craziness we go thru together.

Angeline, Christine: Those days with you girls, i never failed to laugh! You girls are super! Friendly, outgoing... and pretty as well.......

Des: Woha, you are the number 1 gentleman I've met! I'm sure Jane is going to agree this too.... Rmb those times we slack at Jane's and your place? Watching "Monster besides me"? That is very classic memory... haha.... And those times......... You are really caring friend out there!

Guang: Met you at Partybox. And our friendship sails all the way till today..... And we both had changed so much huh... haha... You a Mr-good man too, same as des, but des is more "gentleman", u abit careless at times and accidentally say something wrong also dunno. Haha, but overall, not bad... Hope you meet your Miss-good gal soon! Dun drink too much everyday la!

Chole: Pretty!!! Meet up for steam-boat more! She always visit vivo for me, and always buy some nice food for me. She's a sweet lady in my heart...

Vanessa: We still contact, but our topics shared and meet-up is lesser already, maybe we're both busy... But you are some1 I know since primary school all the way till today! Cheers.

Wil: Maybe in SK, you are 1 of my bestie, but really, sometimes the way you talk, I really cant accept. But you also a very nice friend... And the classic moments with you, is those clubbing time! :)

Sherry: My ITE friend. A very good and nice gal. When I'm her classmate, she is a very nice classmate. Now im her collegues, she still so nicE! You shared my happiness and unhappiness together with me... no matter in relationhsip, family and sales... thank you!

Edwin: You always love to talk loud, but this is your true self. This is you... And you not bad la, at least still can console me after I drunk and unhappy... Hahaha...

Shaun: Sometimes I really dun understand your true-self. But most importantly is must be happy. You are some1 I can share almost everything with... And i noe sometimes although you say me very rubbish, but you never forget me! Thanks!

Sweetheart: you are last on the list, but definitly not last in my heart! Long no contact, never even see you... How are you? Are you reading my blog? :( Missed you damn much! Hope to hear from you soon. Another sister of mine.... in Partybox, and now we still in each other mind :)

The rest in my primary school: Xinyee, Chong Ling, Peiling, Xiao Hui, Xiao Ling, Sarah..... those gals out there. I still remember we hanging out at community centre, play grounds, friend's house... those were very funny and memorable memories.

The rest in Seconday school: Jereen, eliza, lee leng. Honestly speaking, i dun have much "closed friends" in sgs, maybe the closest are you 3 and jane... i dunno why, but that was the turning point of my life...

Polyfriends: Cheryl, summer, edison, weiting, don, novita... never contact since i left poly, only certain times thru msn or friendster... hope all of u are doing well. remember those times while i was in class, those laughters and accompany you people gave. Cool.

ITE friends: lee ling, winter, yvonne.... can hardly rememeber those names, but i remember we click very fast. I joined the class after some days, and fortunately i'm quite welcome by the class, haha...

Yeah....

Very emo. But now better.

Sometimes we human feels sad over some small little things. And it spoil the whole day of happiness. And sometimes a small little thing can cheer up your whole day!

Time never stop for any of us. A happy person will be happy for 24hours. A sad person???

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Finally blog here. Well, i'm okay already... regarding my ex thing... Now i'm moving ahead with some1 else :)


Many things changed, including me... But now, my eyes only have this special one...

Sometimes looking back at what i did, i think i'm really far too crazy into him. But fortunately, he isnt like my ex, who make use of my naive... He'll put a stop and start to lecutre me. This is what I like about him...

Its a 2yrs of crush, and now I finally have the chance to have the bonding with him... being an extreme close friend with him, and we nearly walked together... but again, due to some reasons, and some problems he's facing, he said he dun wanna drag me down, and we agreed to let nature take its course. And i'm waiting... What we did is somehow more than normal friends... the way we stick to each other, those sms and phone calls... My whole phone only have his incoming, outgoing and missed calls. I appreciate wad i wanted 2yrs ago had finally come true for me... We're best friends, and he no more keep asking me be his sister... But, I'm greedy...

I stood by his side, no matter what... Despite the fight at lunar (its not his fault), I talked to him till 5am in the morning. I even helped him to wash his shirt with blood stains... He knew I always so nice to him... and he never reject me. Yesterday night, I was super emo that I provoked him... Those words isn't suppose to come out from my mouth... I forced him to say he never loved me... Crazy me...

But he never say... He scolded me for my foolishness... and ask me to cool down and explained why he dun wan... I was totally lost last night... And divert all voice calls...

I like the way he keep calling. Because I strongly believe, if i'm an no-one, he will just ignore my maddness and will go sleep happily. I like the way he explained, tho I still dunno if that was truth or just some stupid ways to reject yet maintain a relationship with a gal... But i dun think he is not such person. Im just confused.

I like the way he is jealous, I like the way he smsed me asked if i had eaten, I like him calling to my shop and talk to me... I like the way he hold me while we were at Lunar, I just super like the way he treat me...

Kind of emo now... But, we're good now la... So, I will ask myself not to think so much! :)

我无法戒掉爱情 整个世界都是你

她只是无意闯入的第三者
我们之间的困难
在她出现之前就有了

I okay... At least my love for him is had already dead... I dun blame anyone, just blame my foolishness!

Im lucky, if I realised this long ago, I could have commit suicide.


After reading my post yesterday, maybe u guys will think its my retribution ba. Who ask myself flirt first... Yea? But atleast I'm all clear with this guy, only treat each other good, and full stop. I dun care how people think, cuz i always believe, my friends will definitly stand same line as me...


I hate this friend who start off blaming me.

He say: you can't blame him for stepping two boat, cuz you also........ (he carrys on in a very harsh tone while i interupt)
I say: Ya, i know...

He say: money part, why u so stupid and silly? I tot I told you before.............
I say: (honestly i couldn't remember clearly wad I said, cuz was too angry of the way he reacted)

He say: Always forever only can you say, you never wan to listen.
I hanged his call.

He sms me "Go and die".

And his sms killed a friendship.

I need a listening ear, if you aren't willingly to listen, hint me. I dun need any lecture or scolding... and worst, I hate a friend to text me that 3 words... Worst guy I ever know... Super annoyed.

Hello, blame me for? I lost money (not small amount, but i dun wan disclose, cuz it only makes me prove myself even more stupid), I lost trust, I got betrayed, I got cheated...

In my dictionary, there's 3 sentence you can never send to a friend when you are angry... It kills friendship and it hurt people deeply:

1) Go and die. (if this word come true, how will you feel?)
2) F*ck you. (friend-friend joke joke still ok, but not during quarrel)
3) Regret knowing you this friend ( damn hurting)

I admit my extra feelings for this guy, but we only very very good friends, no doubt he treats me nice, but come on, we are clear and innocent!

End of this topic.

我会发着呆然后微微笑...